Niall (17); nobody knew what you were feeling inside, it was eating you alive, it was a feeling that you can’t describe and it’s bringing you down, you couldn’t tell anyone one about it and that was what killed you from inside, and make you feel empty from the inside, you tried to get out of it but it was to late for you. *his pov* I was at home sitting with greg and dad, I didn’t see my sister that much, and I don’t know what’s wrong with her, I don’t know what is it but it’s bringing her down, I’ll go and take to her, I knocked on her door, “come in” I heard her say, I opened the door, and walked to her, she was holding a picture of me and greg and her and we were all laughing, “what happened to me?” She whispered with tears streaming down her face, I walked to her and hugged her tight, “I will help you, don’t worry” I said, then she looked me in the eye, and said something I wish that she never said, “there is no coming back from this niall, I’m stuck forever”.
Harry (16); you cut, not only when you feel down, or when you’re sad, it’s more to a routine now to you, you will cut everyday, you got addicted to it, like drugs, you thought it will help you, but it’s absolutely the opposite, it’s destroying you, you tried to tell your mom, sister or your brother, but you didn’t want them to be disappointed of you, so it was your little secret, but secrets won’t stay secrets forever, right? *his pov* I walked into the house, there was no one in here as it’s silent in here, I went upstairs to my room, before I opened the doo I heard something, I walked toward the voice and it leads me to my little sister room, I opened the door, to see my sister on the floor with a razor in her hand, I didn’t know what I should do, I just ran to her and hugged here, “oh baby, I got you” I said, “no you didn’t, it’s too late, you didn’t got me in time harry”.
Zayn (18); *his pov* I got back from tour, and I’m very happy that I’m spending some time with my family, it’s great to be here with them again, it was now past midnight, and I was checking on my sisters, I checked on them all and now I wanted to check on (Y/N), I’m worried about her, there is something going on with her, but I don’t know what is it, I opened her door expecting ber to be in bed, but she wasn’t, but her bathroom light was turned on, and I heard her, it was like she is….. crying? , I opened the door quickly to see here with cuts in her hand, I ran to her to clean her cuts, “no zayn leave me” she said, “no just let me clean it” , I took the razor from her, “zayn kill me, kill me I’m begging you I just want it to finish, just do it for me” she sobbed, and I hugged her, then I throw the razor away, not knowing what happened to my sister.
Liam (17); you didn’t know what was happening to you, you stopped enjoying going out with friends, you stopped feeling happy, it’s like the happy feeling in you was lost and you didn’t know where you could find it, maybe it was lost forever, you tried to feel happy but you couldn’t. Liam was staying for a week in the house, and he was watching you, the last time he was here he didn’t know what was wrong with you, but you think that he knows now, as he try to make you laugh or be happy at least but it wasn’t working, you always said to him “to stop trying, and that you fell in a very deep hole, and you’re never getting out of it” but he never lost hope and he keep saying to himself that he will help you, and that you will get through this, even if you think that it’s a lie.
Louis (18); nobody know that you cut, will that’s what you thought, you didn’t knew that lottie your sister saw you, and told your parents and brother, louis told your parents that he will take care with it, without you knowing about it, he took you to his house to stay with him, and removed all the razors away from you, at first you thought nothing about this, but then you started to notice how he is always around you, but you knew what’s going on when you heard him talking on the phone, “yeah I know man, but I want to bring her on tour, she cuts and we’re trying to help her, she’s getting better”, then he stopped talking, “really? Thanks alot man” he finished the call, “so all of you actually know about me?” You said, he turned shocked to see you there,je wanted to say something but he didn’t know whta to say, “I’m sorry, I didn’t want you to feel bad about me” you said and ran to your room.
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