1D BSM/DDM/Preferences

(BSM)One of your siblings makes you feel insecure

Zayn (17);*your pov* mom just finished cooking zayn’s favourite, since he came back from tour my mom is making whatever he wants, and now it’s lunch time, we all sat on the chairs and started eating, “wow mom this is amazing” zayn said while putting more food, we all laughed at him, “Waliyah can you please put for me some rice?” I said, “don’t you think you ate too much, don’t want you to get any fatter” she said, and I looked at her shocked, “you still want?” She asked, and now everyone was looking at us, “no thanks” I said and walked out of the kitchen.

Niall (16); you, Greg and Niall were sitting in the living room watching tv, niall came back from tour, so you were spending alot of time together, now he was telling funny stories happened to them on tour, “and then zayn fell to the ground” he said and you started laughing, then you heard greg sigh in annoyance, “let me continue and then harry tried to help but instead he fell on top of him” he said laughing remembering that day, and you laughed loudly this time, to the point where you had tears in your eyes, “I will go and get some water I’ll be back” niall said and walked to the kitchen, as soon as niall left the room, greg looked at you and said, “y/n for god sake stop laughing your laugh is nothing but loud and annoying, so I suggest you would stop laughing like pigs” he said and turned his face to the tv, you wanted to cry, you wanted to wait for niall so he can continue his stories, but you can’t keep the tears in your eyes, that’s why you ran to your room.

Liam (18); you,Ruth and liam were looking through some old photos of you guys, “liam look at that one” you said laughing, “oh my god look at you, you were so small” he said showing it to ruth, “yeah but she still has big nose” she said, you always had a problem with your nose, and you were planning to do a surgery, cause ruth always made fun of you about it and you were sick of it, liam looked between you and her, “what that was for?” You asked annoyed, “I didn’t say anything but the truth and you know it” she said still looking at the photos, you started crying and yelled “FUCK YOU” then ran out of the house.

Louis (13); you were 13 years old and in this age everyone experience something new, and it was no different for you, you always have stories to tell when you come back from school, or from the park, you always have something to say, so today you came back from the zoo, your mom took you there, you entered the living room to see lottie and Louis are sitting there, “hey guys” you said, lottie looked at you and sighed, and Louis looked at you and smiled ” hey love”, you sat next to him, “so how was the zoo, I’m sorry I didn’t take you there” he said, “it was amazing, and it’s okay we can always go” you said and started explaining what happened there, and how much fun you had, “and then the monkey took the banana, and then another monkey started hitting him and the-“, “y/n FOR GOD SAKE WOULD YOU JUST SHUT UP, YOU’RE SO ANNOYING AND YOU TALK SO MUCH” she yelled at you, ouch, it hurts what she said, you never meant to annoy her, you just wanted to tell them what you did, maybe louis also was annoyed but he didn’t tell you, you looked at them both then ran to your room and locked your door.

Harry (17); harry was taking you and gemma to the beach today, you tried on your red bikini, and let’s just say it looked amazing at you, but you’re always insecure, even though you’re so pretty, you called gemma to come into your room, “what do you want?” She asked, “how do I look?” You asked, “you’re going in that?” She asked, “yeah” you said a bit unsure what does she mean, “this is so ugly, I don’t mean the bikini I mean how it looks on you” she said, and walked out of the room, why did she said that? You thought to yourself, you didn’t feel like going to the beach anymore but you’ll just do it for harry, you don’t want to ruin your day, even though all you want to do is to cry, “c’mon ladies” harry yelled, you and gemma walked downstairs, and you faked a smile.*skip the car ride* *his pov* there is something going on, I can feel it, we got out of the car, and walked to find a spot, we put or things, and then I saw gemma glaring y/n, gemma and I had a fight, but I don’t want y/n to be part of it so I acted normal, y/n now was in her bikini and I think I should keep an eye on her, then gemma said “ohh all the fish will run away as soon as you step into the water” I stared at her wide eyes, and y/n was in tears, “I hate you” she mumbled then ran away, and I stared at gemma and said, “what the hell?”.