He was all I had left.

11

Throughout more months of getting to know Louis, the less time they had together. Of course harry still had no clue.  Harry was still devastated over the fact Louis had rejected him even when he was the one to go in for the first kiss. He didn't let that get in between their friendship though. They both acted as if it never happened.

They got so close in a short period of time, they decided to move in together at harry's house. Surprisingly, Louis parents were okay with it. Harry knew how strict they were, but never knew for what reason.

"Louis, i'm only letting you do this cause Harry's knows about this. He knows you're.. he knows what's gonna happen right? And that you have to take the pills, that will help aswell." Amelia said as Louis walked out the door.

"Yes mum, ive told him." Louis lied.

"We also have to go back to the hospital to check
up on your brain. See if the removal of the tumor has done anything. Bought us anymore time."
Louis nodded and walked out the door. Harry was already in the car. They drove to his house and Louis got settled in.

"This place is lovely" Louis said as he put down bags.

"I've got two rooms, you can sleep in this one i'll sleep in that." Harry pointed to two rooms next to each other.

"Well can't we just share a room? much easier." Louis said. That made harry feel as if he liked him back. Louis liked harry. Harry didn't know. And he never wanted harry to find out.

—

A month or so went by, which just meant less time for Louis. He wasn't scared. Not that he showed.

louis and harry woke up. Harry would always wake up first. Sometimes just observe louis and the way he would sleep. Not in a creepy way. But he couldn't resist this time. Louis woke up and harry sat up.
"Lou"
louis turned his head without saying anything.
"Why can't we be together. I like you a lot" Louis didn't know what to say. He liked Harry a lot too.

"Do you just not like me?" Harry asked.

Lou was surprised how blunt harry was. He wanted to tell him. He wanted to tell him that he liked him so much more than Harry probably did. But he couldn't.

"Harry, listen, it's just" Lou started. Before he could finish harry cut him off.

"I shouldn't have said anything i'm sorry." Harry got up and got ready for the day. He left Louis all alone in bed and didn't look back. He made him and lou breakfast. Eggs and bacon for lou. He loves that. He would have Louis leftovers because louis had a small stomach and never finished.

Harry thought to himself and wondered why he would even bring that up. Louis straight obviously. He always thought to himself. But why would he kiss me? He thought once again.

Louis footsteps approached behind harry while he was making the eggs and bacon. He didn't turn around.

"Harry" louis whispered. Harry didn't hear of course. "Harry" Louis said with a louder more confident voice. Harry turned around. And there was a tear coming down louis cheek that he quickly wiped away. He wasn't sad. Well, he was. He was sad cause he knew he had no time left. He didn't want to call his mom. Not even to say goodbye. He wanted his last moments to be with harry.

"Yeah" Harry said with a defeated voice. "It's okay Lou you don't have to explain yourself. I get it. I shouldn't have asked and we should have never kissed"

"I'm sorry" Harry said.

"Don't be sorry it's not your fault" Louis said as he held harry with all he had left in him.

And he knew it was time.

Harry opened his mouth to speak, but louis kissed him.

And their lips collided.

Louis was happy, but also sad. He was happy that he finally got to feel harrys lips on his once again. But he was sad, cause all these moments were slipping away. slowly.

"I love you" louis whispered. "I love you too" Harry whispered back with a huge smile.

Louis world started feeling dizzy. As if he was falling almost.  His head was aching and he felt like he was just a particle of dust.

And then he just knew.