I'm Not Perfect

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Aria
I stare at the clock with the glowing red numerals of 12:38 staring at me. I'm always told I should be sleeping earlier but I can't. I like the ability to control one thing in my life and that thing is sleep. Every night at exactly 1:24 I close my eyes and start to rest I don't know why it's at that specific time but I like it that way. It's not the smartest decision as I'll have to wake up 4 hours and 36 minutes from then but it's a necessary evil to me. I like to think life itself is a necessary evil; I also like to believe other evils are necessary to making this life easier. For some it's the concept of love others it's drugs for me it's simply alcohol it keeps me out of serious trouble but still lets me drift away without need for feelings or consciousness. The world would be better without all those things to be honest but I guess they're also necessary evils and whatnot.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 31, 2021 ⏰

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