Echoes of a Moody Girl

I apologize

I apologize for sounding offensive towards you
It was never my intention to hurt you that way
My life is full of nothing but sorrow and sadness
And I made you feel worthless
From the thorns in my life that performed nothing but shit
The unclean seeds of evil and impurity were planted and watered in my mind.

My heart is forever hurting
And, just like the Corona Virus, you contracted the hate within me and it multiplied from time to time
I apologize for my behaviour
I never meant to hurl my insults and disrespectful disrespects at you

My emotions had chained me, and there they came, unexpectedly
They arrived like surprise visitors, arriving so suddenly
Everything that was going on in my life was nothing but torment after torment
And I vented it all on you

You never deserved to go through that
You did not deserve that from me
Now, here am I, at your mercy
On my knees, begging you to forgive me for providing you with my past transgressions and horrific movements

I am sorry
I am deeply sorry for all that I have done to you
Regrets of me mistreating you are forever on my mind
I own up to my horrible beings that I've committed against you
I am terribly sorry that I made your life a living hell

I know that you won't be able to forgive me immediately
And I don't blame you, because you are still angry at me
Hurtfulness and anger have now become your best companion
Because of what I have done to you
Find it in your heart to forgive me