"Harry i told you to leave me alone." I mumble hiding under my blankets. The sheets I've been hiding my emotions in for weeks.
"Niall Please." He begs knocking on my door. He's trying to get me to go out from dinner. Like to Nando's or something. I do want to go. And eat. Something I haven't done in a while. but I don't want to leave. I just want to stay here. Alone. Like I have been. How I like it right now. He's been asking and asking me to go somewhere, anywhere but in my room in the dark.
"Just let me in Ni. Then we can talk. Yeah know. Face to face." I groan and drag myself to the door.
"Holy shit. Don't you look," He yells but pauses. I roll my eyes.
"I get it. I look like shit." I say turning back to my bed.
"Dude, your so pale and look how skinny you are!" He says sitting beside me with big worried eyes.
"Mhm. I heard it all before." I say looking at anything that isn't Harry's face.
"dinner lets go."He grabs my hand trying to pull me forward. I try to pull back but like i said, so skinny and weak. I groan as Harry throws me some clothes.
I quickly get dressed and make my way down stairs to the kitchen. My moms sitting at the Island sliding her cup of coffee around on the table with a blank expression.
"Mom. I'm.. ugh... I'm."
"Going with Harry. I know." She cuts me off. She hasn't been herself lately. But then again I haven't either.
"Ok." I turn and walk out the door to see Harry sitting in my car. I slide into the passenger seat. Guess he's driving.
"Niall. Just try to be happy. I know its hard." He pats my knee trying to do his best cheeky smile.
"Yeah you wouldn't know would you Harry? You and Louis still going strong i'm guessing?!" I spit looking into his eyes. His smile fades off as he looks away and starts the car. He knows I'm right.
*
The drive was silent. I still have no idea where we are going. Im kinda worried since we were driving outside of town. We pull into a run down restaurant.
"Um. Harry?" I look over to him. He looks worried and his hands are sweating. I don't get an answer he just gets out. I roll my eyes stepping out into the rain. I put my hands into my pockets and follow my worried friend. We step in and I wipe my shoes before looking up. And I really didn't want to. I regret walking into the restaurant. Sitting in the booth in front of us is Mr.Tomlinson and Mr.Payne.
I just stand there. Frozen like a statue. Scared to move. Scared to talk. why the hell did Harry bring me here. Why the hell is Liam here! what does he want from me?
"Niall. Come sit down.." Louis says pointing to the seat beside Liam. I slowly take a step forward, making my way over to the seat.
"Why am I here." I say looking at Louis. He stays silent. Looking at Harry for support.
"Liam. Why the hell am I here." I turn to face him. To looks broken. Pale like me, skinny. His hair is messy and unstyled. And his eyes look like a sea of sadness. And it's all because of me.
"I didn't think you would be here.. I thought Louis was bringing me out for dinner." He mumbles looking down to his lap.
"You guys have to talk to each other." Harry says putting his hands on the really rusty and gross table.
"why?" I snap looking at Harry.
"You both are obviously a mess without each other." Louis says taking a sip of his water. I take in a huge breath. Scared out of my mind.
"Niall please can we just talk.." Liam asks grabbing my hand from under the table. My heart is beating hard and fast. My hands are shaking. Wait scratch that. My whole body is shaking. Harry and Louis slide out from there side and walk hand in hand down to another booth. Leaving us alone.
"Niall please look at me."
"your the one that walked away LIAM!" I almost yell at him. He flinches back. like my words hit him.
"I didn't know what else to do! You broke up with me. Remember Niall? You,broke,up,with,me." I look at him. I look at this Man who I did fall in love with. Even If I was the one that broke up with him, he left without a word.
"I remember.." I whisper. A single tear falls.
"Can we just..." I cut him off with a kiss. The roughest kiss I have ever had. It was hard and fueled with Anger. He grabs my hip and pulls me forward as I hold the back of his neck.
"Oh god I missed you." He whispers against my lips.
"I missed you too." I look into his eyes again and a light smile plays on my lips. Something that hasen't been there for weeks.
"Does this mean we are together..." He says pulling away so we can get a full view of my face. I bite my lip looking for the right thing to say. what is the right thing to say?
(A/N Sorry. Shitty chapter. But yeah. YAY NIAM. Will they get back together... I don't know yet. We will just have to wait and see o.O )
