4 . A cruel place we call reality

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I searched our dear Randy and this is a video of him .yeah he's a model in actual life and omg I died (p.s.if you want to pretend he has abs then you're free to do so .I think he's perfect just the way he is) .now to the chapter :

Days passed by in the blink of an eye and things with Josh aren't getting any better.He would look at me. I would catch him; especially in math . I smile when we make eye contact and he just looks away so I do too, but I can see his lips twitch into a smile from the corner of my eye.

It gives me hope.

Paula found out about what Randy provoked and she was amazed.she couldn't believe me .

A nerd did it ? Impossible.

I still wasn't sure it had actually happened myself or if this is just a nightmare and I'm still dreaming.

Today ,Randy will go to my house and we will finally get over this dumb project that has us stuck with each other.

I can't say I'll miss it because I wont.

Randy still enjoys seeing his triumph -me without Josh. He smirks shamelessly when he sees me that I swear he's wearing one of those masks that have a type of creepy smile drawn on them.

I,personally, want to slap some shame into him for what he did.

He acts like he doesn't have any remorse and I'm starting to believe it.

Who would've thought one if the school nerds and a simple crush  would cause me this much sadness.

"Summer, you have to stop thinking about it or at least go talk to him ",Paula said to me.

I had been staring at Josh since we left for lunch in the middle of English class.

"What if he ignores me ?",I frowned .

"You can't be sure unless you actually try",she stated.

I stood up and dragged myself toward his table .he is sitting with the football team players(kenny included ) and some cheerleaders.

He never sat with them before it happened.

I Cleared my throat and dried my sweaty palms with the fabric of my sweater.

They all looked at me.

"J-Josh can I t- talk to you ?",I  stuttered.

He looked at me and then back at his friends .they all stared waiting for his answer.He repeated the process and once again looked at me then them.

"For God's sake dude, just talk they her.it won't kill you ",kenny rolled his eyes.

Josh sighed and pushed his chair away  to get up.

I mouthed a silent thank you to kenny to which he just winked .

All eyes are on us.as if we are a show they can enjoy.Did news really spread so fast?

"I think we should talk outside ",Josh suggested.

I couldn't talk so I shook my head yes.

The hallways were dead silent .I could clearly hear every step we both took.It only made me more nervous .My hands shook and my palms starting to cover themselves with a layer of sweat.My heartbeat got faster as we approached the doors that led outside.

He held open the doors for me .He could never stop being a gentleman even if he dispised you.

"So,what did you want to tell me ?",he said with an emotionless voice.

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