TW// Mention of pills, hint of suicide/past suicide attempts.
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The next morning I woke up with a massive headache. Jesus christ can I have one normal morning, please. I laid in bed for another 20 minutes with the cool side of the pillow on my head, hoping it'd help somewhat. Once I realized it wasn't solving my problem, I slugged downstairs and grabbed the advil bottle. I opened it and just poured carelessly into my hand, and took however many fell out. Horrible habit, I know, but I know the limit before advil can hurt you, and 5 wont do me harm. I dry swallowed them, and grabbed 2 water bottles and brought them back up to my room. I crawled back into bed and almost immediately fell back asleep.
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I woke up to the sound of my phone buzzing non stop. Usually I had do not disturb on, but I must've knocked out before I turned it on. Careless mistake. I grabbed my phone and took a second to adjust my eyes to the light and went to the source of the notifications, twitter. At this point I should just delete Insta and Snap cause its clear who the favorite is. I opened twitter and went onto the bell to see what was up.
"Of course.." I mumbled to myself. "Dream."
@Dream
Just got my feelings hurt by a demon. literally. not what I had planned for tonight :(
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|@hellish
As if you had plans for tonight anyways. night, clay.|
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@Dream
i did actually. they were to talk to you.
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@Dream
oh come on don't tell me she fell asleep right after replying. loser.
I scoffed and I quickly typed out a response
@Dream
oh come on don't tell me she fell asleep right after replying. loser.
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@Hellish
not everybody stays up all night playing a block game, booger.
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@Dream
Booger...real original. and i wasn't up all night playing a block game, i was watching netflix. wanna join sometime?
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@Sapnap
get this SIMP SHIT off my twitter right now
I smiled as I liked all the replies, and shut my phone off. I've never actually had a conversation with Sapnap, but he seems sweet enough. He isn't bad on the eyes either.
I sat up in bed wondering what the fuck I was gonna do with my day. I live in Florida, so it's always pretty hot here. I checked the weather app and saw it was only about 90 degrees, and honestly thats a win.
I got up and went into my bathroom to do the usual business, and then walked back to my room to get dressed. I put on a simple light gray hoodie with black ripped jeans, and my ripped up vans. I need to get a new pair and leave these for when I skateboard, but for now they'll do. Shoes look better when they're all beat up anyways. I grabbed my phone, purse, and keys, and left the house. I decided to just go to the mall and look around a bit, since they finally opened back up.
Once I arrived to the mall, I put my mask on and went inside. I went to a few of the regular stores first like H&M, forever21, hot topic, the basics. As I was walking out of the store, I smashed, and I mean quite literally rammed into the person turning into the store. I fell back onto my ass (which really hurt). It took me a few seconds to process but I finally realized..I just ran into someone. I look across from me expecting them to be on the floor as well, but instead travel my eyes up the figure of a rather tall man. He offers me a hand which I take, and I immediately start apologizing.
"I'm so sorry! I wasn't watching where I was going and I just literally ran into you but like I mean I'm guessing you're okay but that still doesn't excuse it and I'm so sorry like are you actually okay, just because you didn't fall doesn't mean you aren't hu-"
"You're rambling. "
"sorry."
"it's okay" the man laughs. "I'm totally fine. nothing to worry about."
I started to laugh with him until I froze up. Completely. It's like my body when into some sort of fucking paralysis.
"I have to go, I'm so sorry" I muttered out before running towards the entrance of the mall. I got into my car and took my mask off and tried to calm my breathing. I wasn't breathing heavy because of the man, i'm just really out of shape. Theres no fucking way.. no fucking way bro. The laugh??? EXACTLY like Dreams. I HAVE to be imagining things. There's no way? That was just pure coincidence. I just made a fool of myself in front of him, for no reason. There's no surprise as to why I'm single. I sighed heavily as I drive home. I didn't even find anything cute man.
As I walk inside, I plop down on my couch and go on my phone. "Oh how I've missed you my love" as I unlocked my phone.
I went onto twitter and sent out a tweet.
@Hellish"Just went to the mall deciding to get out of bed for once. Never again"
I thought my tweet was pretty funny i don't know about anyone else lol.
I look through my replies and liked most of them, even though they were all just trying to be first, saying things like "oh" "same" "tbh"
I refreshed my tweet once more, until I saw Dream reply to it. Aw fuck.
@Hellish
Just went to the mall deciding to get out of bed for once. Never again.
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@Dream
you were just at the mall?
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@Hellish
yeah.. did you not read my tweet properly.
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@Dream
what mall?
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@Hellish
bruh idk a mall in florida whats your problem
I waited for a reply, but didn't get one. Weird. He started the convo and yet couldn't be bothered to reply. Lame.
I scrolled for a few more hours until my jeans were starting to suffocate me. I went upstairs to change, and as I finished pulling my shirt over my head, I got a dm from somebody.
Dream
hey, next time, don't ram into me. ;)
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