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quote: friends don't look at friends that way- That Way: Tate McRae ✨✨

August 10th, 2020

The argument we had 4 months ago really hurt me and it split us apart. I knew the decision I made was wrong but it was the best decision, that turned out terribly wrong. Now I regret it all.

~Flashback~

March 21st, 2020

"What do you want Johnny?" I said in an annoyed tone.
"I wanna see my kid." He says quietly. I laugh at him.
"You must be joking if you think I'm gonna let you see her. You told me to abort her! The Hell is wrong with you!" I shout at him.
"Annie please give me chance, I know I messed up badly, but she's my kid too." He begs. I roll my eyes and thought about it. As much as I hate to do this I have to. "Come on and don't make me regret this." I say pulling him into the house.

We walk to the living room where Annalise was. Johnny walks over to her and picks her up. I just stood there and watch him admire her while she giggles in his arms.

"What the hell is he doing here!" I hear from behind me. It was Hayden.
"He wanted to see Annalise so I gave him a chance and she seems to like him. Isn't it cute?" I say with a smile on my face.

Hayden grabs my wrist and pulls me upstairs.
"Did you forget what the hell he did to you!!" He yelled at me.
"I gave you a second chance why can't I give him one!" I shout back.
"He told you to kill your unborn baby!" He fights back.
"Hayden she's his daughter he has the right to see her!" I said.
"Well I've been here through it all while he was out sleeping around! I'm more of a dad to Annalise then he ever will be!!" He shouted back.
"You know what Hayden, I think you should leave. Thanks for the help and all but, Johnny's here now and he can take care of his own responsibility." I say crossing my arms.
"You seriously can't be doing this Annie. I thought you loved me." He said with eyes starting to water.
"Yea Hayden, loved." I say knowing I still love him.
He doesn't say anything else he just leaves.

I fell to the floor crying. Why the hell did I just do that.

~ Flashback over ~

Ever since that day I haven't seen him or heard from him. I really need him right  now.

Johnny ended being a deadbeat again. So now I only have my girls.
I love them so much and they're really helpful, but I really need Hayden

The time was now 4:35 am. I was laying in my bed looking at the ceiling thinking about how much my life has changed. 

Then a thought popped up in my head, What if me and Annalise just leave California. I don't want to leave everybody behind but I feel as if it's for my own good. For our own good. 

I got up and grabbed a large suitcase out of my closet. I started throwing clothes and other important stuff I needed in the suitcase. 

I quietly walk over to the nursery to start packing Annalise some stuff. 

After a couple minutes of quickly packing. I grabbed a piece of paper, an envelope, and a pen. 

I write a note to my family so that they don't have to worry to much about me. 

Dear Family and Friends,

Before reading make sure everyone is there , Brooke,Riley,Mads,Dylan,Kenzie,Lauren, Hayley, Indiana, Carson, Greg, Matt, Caden, Rush,and of course my parents.

I have decided it's best for Annalise and I to leave California for a few months. I feel as if that's the best decision for us i'm just under a lot of stress and I love all of you guys so much. I hope you all understand why  I am doing this. I don't want anybody contacting me, i'll be fine. I don't know where i'm going but I do know i'm going far from here. I love you all so much and please don't worry about me I can take care of myself. Stay strong and i'll be back soon I promise. 

P.S. Don't forget about me. 

Love, Your Annie 

After I finished the letter I put it into the envelope and left it on the kitchen counter. 

I grab Annalise and our stuff and then I leave the house without looking back. 

August 11th, 2020

Hayley's POV 

Usually I wake up to Annalise crying, but today was different, I woke up to complete silence. 

I get out of bed and walk downstairs to see that there's a note on the counter, It said to read when everybody's there. That's weird.  

I hear my parents talking while coming down stairs. "Hayley! Where's Annie and Annalise?" My mom said in a panic tone. "I think this letter has something to do with it, but it says to wait until everyone gets here." I say looking at the names of people. Just on a cue there was a knock on the door. 

I go open the door and see all of Annie's friends. 

"Annie texted all of us to come over here and then she blocked us." Dylan said sadly. I hugged her. I opened the door wider for all of them to come in. 

They sat in the living room with my parent and I stood up and began to read the letter from Annie. 

When I finished, not only was I in tears but so was everyone else. I lost both of my older siblings. I know Annie said she wouldn't be gone for long but how am I supposed to believe that.

I run out of the living room and up to my room. I grab my phone and called Hayden. "Hello" I heard him say. "Hayden she's gone, I lost both my siblings, I need you please come." I cried out over the phone, was I being dramatic? "Don't worry Hayley I'm on my way." He said in a worried tone. I heard the door open and then close meaning everyone left. I just sat there and cried. 

I just have to hope she comes back to us. That's all I can do. 

That's today's first chapter, I'm gonna go work on the other chapter thanks bye!!