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quote: it hurts to let go but sometimes it hurts more to hold on 💔💔

~ flashback ~

May 5th, 2018

"...Hayden, why can't you just stop talking to her, you know it makes me uncomfortable!!"

I yell at Hayden

"Annie you act like I can't have female friends, it's not fair!!" He yells back

Hayden and I are currently in a argument about him texting his ex girl-friend more then me.

"She's not just any girl Hayden, she's your ex girlfriend!!" I yell back

"Why are you so damn jealous Annie, just let me have friends!!" He yells back

"You know what Hayden I can't do this anymore, you can go be happy with Mackenzie." I yell on the verge of tears.

"Annie!! You seriously can not be breaking up with me right now, she's just a friend!!" He yells

"I'm breaking up with you Hayden, I can't do this anymore, both you and I know that Mackenzie is slowly replacing me, you're always with her, and you never pay any attention to me because you're always talking to HER! Hayden as much as I love you, and I don't wanna do this but it's gonna hurt me more to hold on to you." I say crying.

"Fine then, I guess we're done, bye Julianna." Hayden says exiting my room.

I break down on my floor and start crying, luckily no one is home.

~ flashback over ~

June 14th, 2018

Julianna's POV

After the big break up between me and Hayden last month we never talked again but that's expected.

Life has felt empty.

This is the second biggest heartbreak I have had

First was Caleb's death

Second is Losing Hayden.

He was my first love, the first boy who genuinely made me happy after Caleb died.

But all good things must come to an end, right?

But anyways, we finished 4 seasons of Chicken Girls.

I filmed 2 movies, "Chicken Girls the Movie" and "Brat Holiday Special"

I had to kiss Hayden and it was terrible, not the kiss but the experience. I filmed The Holiday Special with Mackenzie and she always gave me dirty looks, even tho we had to act close in the movie. It was terrible.

I have 3 seasons of 'A Girl Named Joe' out, I love filming with Addison ans Bella, i'm always laughing when i'm on set with them.

I still have my friends and we are closer then ever

I met a girl named Jayden Bartels and she's like awesome and I lover so much.

And Hayley, my lovely little sister, she has her own show called 'Hotel Du Loone' she plays as Jazzy, the main character.

But anyways... I should post something, I haven't posted in a while.

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