The Broken Angel

Chapter 4. Beg

Alexandria's POV

'Alexandria'

A voice whispers, it's full of pain. NO! NO! It can't be! Can it?

I freeze

That voice it still haunts me, I still love him after all these years he's the only one I don't hate he's the only one I wanted to meet again.

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Flashback

'Joshi! Joshi!

Please don't let go!

I don't wanna go! Please Joshi don't leave me!' I scream holding onto my twin-like my life depended on it cause I mean it literally did.

"Don't worry Lexi, I got you!" He cries holding onto me as tight as he could.

We held each other as tight as we could but we both knew deep down that we would not win this.

I feel someone pull me off him as try to cling onto to twin. I didn't want to leave, I wanted to stay with my brothers and twin. I wanted to stay here with my dad but then I realise I couldn't let Lillian go alone so I slowly but sadly let go.

Joshi screams and cries begging them to let me stay at the end Luke dragged him away upstairs. But you could still hear him yelling and crying. Jeremy had already locked himself up after hearing the news. He was always a mummy's boy he didn't want her to go, he already told me how much he didn't want her to go, he told me it's my fault and I believed him, It is my fault no one would be upset if it wasn't for me.

I look around at my brothers, the ones I looked up to, the ones I thought would protect me and Lillian from all the evil in the world. That day I lost a part of me, I lost my twin, my older brother, my other half and most importantly my best friend.

I beg my other older brothers not to send us I away, I mean I love my mum but I love my brothers and dad more.

At last, when nothing works I run-up to my dad and Archer my oldest brother I fall at there legs and break down.

"Please! I love you I'm sorry if I did anything wrong!

Don't send us away please!" I try pleading

I look up at my dad he looks like it physically pains him to do this but the minute he sees that I'm looking he covers up the pain with a blank mask. I look at Archer hoping for some comfort he looks like someone's stabbing him repeatedly but quickly covers it up with a glare like dad's.

Archer carries me up and walks me to the door mum and Lillian are already waiting in the car as Lillian is asleep. He slowly puts me down.

"Leave! We don't want you here anymore!"

With that, he shuts the door in the face leaving me on the ground broken and lost.

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I know I said I don't remember anyone but I do this memory has been engraved into my head but I act like it's not real. I act like I don't remember them it's the easiest way, Lill's knows that I remember them but don't push since she knows that it's a touchy subject.

I slowly get up my hands slightly trembling, I put on a blank expression and tense my body to stop the shaking. I carefully walk toward the door and pull the door open completely.

There they all stand completely frozen.

I look around for him when my eyes meet his I complete freeze.