sad imagines(Mattia)

The underwear

I was bored out of mind and decided to FaceTime my boyfriend since that was the only thing that helped

He answered the call immediately

Mattia:hi baby
Y:hey sweetheart
Mattia:how are you
Y:I'm bored I miss you shut loads
Mattia:aw bubs I miss you too
Y:you mom still isn't letting you step out the house?
Mattia:she even got her co worker to come watch me while she's gone
Y:that's so not fair
Mattia:I know but what did you do yesterday
Y:I took Nats out for McDonald's and filmed a mukbang with her and Kai

We carried on talking about random things and laughing, I went on instagram and started scrolling a bit until then I looked up and saw something and made my heart drop to the bottom of my stomach

Y:mattia
Mattia:yeah
Y:what's that
Mattia:what's what baby
Y:that you fucking cheater

He shot his head up and looked at you through the screen
You felt tears in your eyes form as you looked at the bra that layed on his pillow

Mattia:baby what's wrong
Y:why the hell did you cheat on me
Mattia:Y/n you gotta tell me what the fuck is going on because I'm bloody confused right now

He yelled at you

Y:FUCKING IDIOT DO YOU NOT SEE THE BRA NEXT TO YOU

You saw his face becoming soft and a wave of regret hit him

Mattia:no baby that's yours
With saying that sentence you knew he cheated and he knew he had fucked up

Y:you know damn well that isn't mine mattia you know better than to say a pink lacy Victoria's Secret bra. You my boyfriend of 2 years should know I only wear fucking black sports bras
Mattia:baby I can explain
Y:explain what that some random whore can come to your house but I can't
Mattia:don't call her a whore
Y:so you are fucking someone
Mattia:I'm sorry
Y:you're sorry YOU'RE FUCKING SORRY
Mattia:i dont know what you want me to do
Y:fuck you

I ended the call not only feeling hurt but useless
He told me he couldn't leave the house and no one could come in because his mom was strict
Then he had the audacity to cheat on me
Not only was I sad I was mad I felt my heart hurt bad
I sat there sobbing with all our memories flooding my head hurting me one my one
The first time we met at school when I spilt my coffee on him and we laughed at him to our first date when he spilt coffee on me
Our first argument
Our first breakup
The day we got back together

It all came to me and that shit hurt badly
I cried even more feeling the pit in my stomach becoming deeper and deeper
⚠️Tw⚠️self harm
I looked to my left and saw the razor I had used for my eyebrows, and at the moment I wanted to slit my wrists dry
I was in pain I was hurt