Nayeon pov***"why do you take us here?" i ask him he take us to a beach
"why not?" he said then went out , i look at the back site to find soobin sleeping
i went out of the car and went to him who was sitting on the car
"why did you take us here please drive us back" i said to him avoiding any eye contact
"so your still gonna turn your back after our son think like that!?" he shout at me
i flinch because im not prepared for this and i cant even let out a word since i know what he said is true
"why didn't you say anything?" he grab my shoulder "answer me!" he shake me
"do you think that it will be easy for me too!" i shout back looking at him in the eye "do you think i will be able to forget all the memories?!"
"Im Nayeon! for god sake! why are you so selfish!" he shout his eyes turn dark with anger his hold on my shoulder tighten which will probably leave bruise
"let me go" i said then wriggle since it hurt , i can felt my tears building up
he let me go then went to the car "get in" he said then went inside
he drop us at my parents house then drive away without even a word
i went inside the house to be greeted by a warm embrace, its my mom
"you look so tired my dear come on give him to me " my dad said then take soobin from my arm then take him up
"have you cried?" my mom asked i just look at her didn't want to utter a word or else i will cry
"okay i understand go clean yourself then will talk" she said to me then ushered me to my room
after taking a bath then done my night routine and clean soobin up i went down towards the garden where there is a swing
i look up at the sky thinking about what jungkook said
"here" mom offer me hot chocolate then sit down next to me , i put my head on her shoulder
"wanna talk about it?" she ask, my mom always know me the best when im down or not
"mom jungkook know about soobin"
"so what was his reaction"
"not so good, he want to soobin custody or get married" i tell her truthfully
"so what's your answer" she ask
"i don't know mom" i finally let the tears fall "im so confused" i look up at her "i do, i really do wanna give soobin the love he needs from both his parents and i know that if we live separately it will damage his childhood by knowing what happen and i don't want that to happen but... i i-im just too scared mom" she listen to me patiently
"you know when they first met jungkook help him when he fall down and he gradually like him and on their second meet he offer him his banana milk which was the first time cause he is always possesive of his milk, they were so connected to each other which is weird for me " i look at mom
"today soobin ran away after school because he was confused, his classmates told him that his father don't want him and something else, mom he cried so much and it really broke my heart to see him like that and i wasn't able to stop his crying but jungkook came and even just his presence could make his stop crying that's how much power he had and before we come home we had an argument and he call me selfish"
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Saphaster°|° jjk × ny [Completed ✅]
Fanfiction" what am i to you jungkook?" i look at him with tears in my eyes "i-i y-your" he can't say anything "see! you don't even know, you don't really think that im nothing to you? am i that useless!?"i shout " as you say i didn't mean anything to you so...