" what am i to you jungkook?" i look at him with tears in my eyes
"i-i y-your" he can't say anything
"see! you don't even know, you don't really think that im nothing to you? am i that useless!?"i shout " as you say i didn't mean anything to you so...
"wow i don't know you can speak like that" xiumin oppa said when we enter the car
"me too, i just can't talk with them like before because it keeps on bringing me back to the memories where they all turn there back on me" i said looking down at my hand
"maybe they turn their back on you but i wouldn't" he take my hand then smile at me
"let's take you home cause tomorrow their is lots of work your gonna be doing" he said then he drop me off
when i reach home my parents are watching tv
"oh baby your home" my mom greet i smile at her
"im little tired, I'll go to bed " i walk to them then kiss their cheeks "goodnight mom goodnight dad" then i went to my room
soobin is already sleeping
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i went to bathroom then clean myself, i change into my pajamas after doing my night routine
i went next to soobin then look at him
soobin-ah today i met your father, he is still handsome just like the day i left him but his figure is more mature now, i wish you could have a normal life like the kids on your age and im sorry that i cannot give you what you deserve, it's just that your father and my friends we....things are a bit complicated but i hope you know how much i love you and i hope i will be a good mom for you, i kiss his head then went off to Dreamland
*in the morning*
"mama!" soobin shout and jump on my stomach
"soobin-ah im awake please stop jumping" i said to him opening my eyes, he was smiling Cheekily at me then pout
"what's wrong baby?" i ask him
"granny and grandpa are out for something and im hungry" he pout even more if that's even possible
" *chuckle* okay get off me then ill cook you something delicious " i said to him
"yay! he jump of the bed"
"come on lets take shower" i held his hand then we did our morning routine
*in the kitchen*
"so what do you want to put in your smoothie?" i asked him
"i want banana, raspberry and honey mama" he smile , i will do anything to see this smile cause it's the reason why im still here today he is my strength
i quickly made him his smoothie "do you want anything else?" i asked him
he nod then said "banana milk" i chuckle, he resemble his dad so much
"okay I'll buy you some on my way home anything else you wanna eat that i can make now" i ask again
"noo! mama are you trying to make me fat! i am full" he said with sass
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