Jungkook pov***
when we walk back inside the doctor called us inside his office both nayeon and me
"sorry to say this but Mr.Jeon both of your test came out but unluckily it doesn't match" as his words left his mouth my whole world stop, nayeon cry beside me, all our relatives take the test but none match
"but their is one match" we look up at him with hope and confuse cause none of the people we are related didn't match
"who?" i asked
"the donor is from America she's a brain cancer and she pass away last night she already donate her heart when she heard about soobin donor she wanted to test it and we are ready transplant if you sign the paper" he replied smiling at us
i look at nayeon, happy tears start to come out i can't stop it anymore she hug me whispering 'he's gonna be back, finally, my baby gonna get cure, he's finally gonna get back to us' she cried i just nod not being able to form a words
"where ahould i sign?" i asked
"here" he show us which we sign
"so doctor when can we do the surgery?" nayeon asked
"they are sending the heart here in Korea since soobin is not in the condition to take him all the way there, so it will take about a week" he informed
"okay thank you so much doctor" i said then shake his hand
"please save my son doctor his life is on your hand" nayeon said then shake his hand too
"ill try my very best" he smile
we went out of his office, nayeon hug me tightly
"thank you for being here with me,i don't know what i will do if your not here with me, thank you so much" she cried
i kiss her temple"i will never leave even if you want me too i will never let you go , we will fight for him together and im sure will win this time, thank you for taking me back , i love you"
"i love you too" she smile up at me which gradually warms me up,
"that's what i need all this time" i pinch her cheeks "i miss this bunny smile soo much now i got more energy from seeing it" she chuckle
"you soooo a-"she was cutted off by my phone
*ring *ring *ring
its my grandma
me- oh granny i have a-
granny- you really need to come here now jungkook *she cutted me off*
me - *sigh* granny i don't want to argue with you. I.Don't.Want.To.See.Him
*i reply angrily, nayeon rub my arms sensing my anger*
granny - i know jungkook but please i don't want you to regret latter
me - okay ill try
i hang up
"what is it?" nayeon asked, i hug her its all i need right now
"granny asked me to come to Dad's room" i reply
she pull away from our hug and cup my cheeks and look at me dearly"jungkook its time for you to face them, you cannot run all the time plus his in dead bed he need you, think about it, if soobin didn't want to see you when your in the hospital how will you feel? bad, right?so go to him I'll be here waiting for you" she smile
"should i really go?" she nod "okay " i peck her lips "call me if there is anything wrong" i smile then went to the elevator
are you confused? well let me tell you the story,
All this 5 years i never talk to my parents or my brother, my brother pass away sadly two years ago from car accident and my dad is diagnosed with lung cancer for 3 years now and he is now in the hospital, my grandparents already forgive them whereas i can't still forget what they did to me.
My grandparents asked me to see him all this time but i never agreed
i soon reach the door of his room
"you can do this jungkook" i said to myself then went in
my father lay on the bed, pale and lifeless, his hair are grey and his face wrinkles, he's not my keep fit all the time father anymore, he is the opposite
when he look at me tears came out from his eyes, there are wires connect to his body and he's given oxygen, he put his hand up on my way telling me to come close
i waln to him and take his hand, the real me wouldn't do it but something in my heart told me i need to
"my son" he speak taking his mask off
"don't speak too much you'll get tierd"
"no son, i need to say it" he try to sit up which i help, he take both of my hand in his "im so sorry son, i never say this to you but im sorry,im such a bad father"
i didn't reply cause he kinda is "actually your more mature than your brother and don't need our attention at all,you always did great in your studies and even in you business as you can see, but your brother is immature he need our guidance, he-" a year slip out of his eyes "your brother have a bipolar disorder, we can't make him angry nor too sad so we stay by his side giving him all the attention but we didn't know that by taking care of him we left you behind, do you still remember the day you run away from home 5 years ago" he asked
i nod "that day, if he didn't have any problem i will scold him too but we can't your brother is in a very serious condition, were so sorry for not being their for you, the day.....your brother got in an accident we have a fight, i take my chemotherapy so i have short temper and his whining about me not attending meetings so i scold him which lead to him getting angry and then the accident happened "
"please forgive me my son " he beg
"dad now i know that you don't mean what you do and i forgive you, now i have a family and my son which is gonna get-"
"i heard everything already and i saw his picture and i heard that his getting heart transplant hope-" he's cutted off by my phone ringing its nayeon
"sorry it's nayeon i have to take it" i said smiling to him
i pick up the call
me- he-
nayeon- *cry* please save my baby jungkook *cry* please
me - what's happening? *i panic hearing her cries and words*
jimin - jungkook it's me jimin soobin heartbeast is decreasing and have problems in breathing come up soon
my whole world stop hearing it, just when things are getting right something went on the wrong way
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what will happen to soobin?
next chapter 🚨🚨🚨
"we miss you soobin-ah"
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well something can go right or wrong, don't predict things just the way it looks
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