twenty-one

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you paced back and forth, waiting for Heesung to reach, "why is he taking forever?!" You hissed as the nervousness started to fill in you, you looked at the bush where Sunghoon was supposedly squatting and was hiding there.


"I'm gonna sue you"

you mouthed and he showed his teeth, unabled to say anything. You could hear your head pounding in your ears that even Sunghoon can hear you. You decided to call him but an voice interrupted you,

"If it's about calling me, I think there's no need of that" you looked upto see Heesung standing there smiling. "Hey" you waved shyly, he looked at you weirdly but waved back confused.

"Sorry I'm late, I was busy packing" he said and sat on the bench, "packing? What for?" You sat next to him with a frown.

He sighed, "We're moving to Canada actually" tears tingled your eyes, you looked at were Sunghoon was hiding and saw him, you tried your best to hold your tears. It never hurted like this but why now? You mentally screamed and controlled your best by telling some positive thoughts to yourself,

"b-but why though?" You looked at him, sadly he didn't look at you. This is really breaking your heart, no lies.

The person who you loved dearly is not even looking at you, is just the worst pain ever "My older brother's there, so mom said it's better if we moved there too... He wanted us to go there before years, y'know when all those happened... he said that memories of her will haunt you both but mom refused" he looked at you, finally.

You nodded your head, "Yeah, that's for the better" you said looked at the opposite side, tears fell from your eyes,

"didn't know you were moving this soon" your voice cracked, he looked at you and you just looked down, "y/n, I'm sorry.." He held your shoulder, you looked at him,

"you're so oblivious" you muttered wiping your nose looking the other way, he frowned, "what?" He was beyond confused, it started to drizzle "what do you mean by what?!" You stood up dramatically, well that's how it seemed.

Heeseung looked at you confusedly and startled by your sudden outburst. "y/n what's wron-" you cut him off. "what's wrong?! what do you mean by that huh? everything's wrong! everything's wrong with you!" the rain started to pour so hard, soaking both of your clothes and hair.

But your tears still stood out, your painful tears and heart couldn't take it anymore. you were frustrated by his actions and by everything. "What?! what's wrong with m-" he had to speak louder because of rain pouring so hard against the ground.

"You don't see it?!" Heeseung stood there and gulped, you could see his Adam's apple bopping up and down. Seeing you in this state definitely hurted him, he never expected to see you in this state, you decided to pour it out,

"I fucking love you, bastard!"

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