Between The Lines (JenLisa Adaptation)

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"Do you think that maybe... just maybe, one day. When we're both healed, and... you know, ready. All ready, do you think that it's possible to start over again?"

Jennie smiled bitterly at the memory. It still hurts, but she is hoping that she and Lisa would somehow meet in the middle, and when that time comes, she wouldn't let her go.

Letting her go once is enough.

She just hopes that the silver-brown-haired girl would remain in love with her. Because Jennie wouldn't know what to do if Lisa had changed her heart. She knew that they both still needed to be away from one another. She wanted to give Lisa the space and time to think, and heal. She understands how much she broke Lisa, and she would make up for that. This time, she would let Lisa feel how much she loves her.

Although, it kind of terrifies Jennie, that Lisa might not want to take her back, she needs to understand. It wasn't that easy, as it was from getting over Hanbin. Jennie could not help but think that Lisa might doubt that the reason why she's going back to her is because Hanbin had also let her go.

But it wasn't, Jennie is more than certain of that. She wants Lisa. It took her awhile to realize that, she didn't need to try and be with Hanbin. She had realized that it is Lisa, the night the taller girl had let go.

She was just caught up between the overwhelming feeling that Hanbin have also feelings for her and her undiscovered feelings for Lisa.

"Hey, Jen?"

Jennie snapped out of her own trance and smiled apologetically at Hanbin. She hadn't been listening to what he was saying.

The guy just smiled as he shook his head.

"Do you want me to come up to her and knock some sense into her little head?" Hanbin asked, half-jokingly.

Jennie smiles as she shakes her head.

"Don't you dare touch my Lisa. If you want this friendship to last." Jennie sniped back, followed by a light chuckle. Hanbin almost had his heart on the ground if not for that playful chuckle.

"Love life over friendship now, huh?" Hanbin snorted. Jennie just rolled her eyes, uttering a; 'totally'.

She missed this. She missed her best friend, where they would just casually talk about things. But what Jennie misses more is... her Lisa.

She was disappointed that they didn't get back together after that night. Its been weeks after that night, but she understands that she just broke Lisa, and she needed space. Jennie is willing to give that space, for as long as the taller girl would remain faithful to her and true to her feelings.

She's willing to wait this time.

"I have to go, Jen. I'll see you later." Hanbin said as he stood up from his seat. Jennie only nodded as she wished him good luck.

The man smiled as he gathered his things, before placing a light kiss on top of Jennie's head, which wasn't really unusual to them, then he left. Hanbin used to do that even before. And no, Jennie was sure that it meant nothing now.

She's also glad that they both agreed to save their friendship. And keep their feelings platonic.

At least to her, she knew that the guy is still moving on from her.

Jennie couldn't still believe it though, one moment it was her struggling to shrug those feelings off the man, and now, the tables had turned.

The recent happenings have been really crazy. One time, she's in love with her best friend. Then she met this silver-brown-gray haired Dj who helped her, who loved her, who fixed her. Then it turns out, Hanbin had feelings for her, she got confused but definitely, seeing Lisa with someone else was enough for Jennie to realize that it is Lisa.