Why am I like this? (ON HIATUS)

Chapter 7

Jinhee's POV

I was walking back to my cabin after I witnessed my first fight. I sighed. That fight was because of me and instantly I felt horrible because two people that seemed so close to each other, fought because of me. I'm not worth fighting over. Maybe coming here was a mistake. Meeting them was my mistake, but its too late to fix anything the damage has been done.

Since I was deep in thought I didn't notice that I was already in front of my cabin. *sigh* This is going to be troublesome. I thought as I tried to put on my most tired face on and act like I had been lost this whole time as Jin oppa told me to do.

I finally opened the cabin door as all eyes fell on me. They all looked at me, trying to kill me with their stares. "Where is Jaimie (our counselor)?"

"Oh wouldn't you like to know." Connie said with anger in her voice. She probably knew who was with me this whole time. Shit this is going to be a lot harder than I thought.

"I dont know what your talking about.." I replied innocently.

"Ha dont act stupid Jinhee, we all know what you've been doing this whole time and who you've been with." Irene sneered and glared at me.

"Why are you guys being like this? What have I ever done to you guys? This is my first year and I'm sorry for whatever I did even though I didn't do anything wrong." I said irritatedly because everyone was turning against me.

"Guys we should just go to sleep now, lets talk about this tomorrow. If we don't go to sleep soon, Jaimie and the other counselors will yell at us for not going to sleep and bothering Jinhee." Christine Kwak said bored of the subject.

"Goodnight, Jinhee, you should learn to sleep with your eyes open or else you wont see what will come at you next." Connie threatened.

I felt uneasy after her threat and I really couldn't fall asleep. I was too afraid of what they were planning to do to me. What should I do about this?  My first time at camp and I'm already getting bullied. I cried as I remembered my painful past.

Flashback to 1 year ago

"What are you gonna do about it? You cant do anything because your weak and too afraid to fight back. Ha what a coward. No way you'll ever survive in this school." She said as she pushed me around.

"Stop it! Please! What have I ever done to you?" I pleaded

"Wow you really are pathetic. Your asking cause you don't know?! You seduced my boyfriend which made him break up with me to go to you!" She said with anger in her voice as she slapped me, letting her anger out on me.

I winced from the pain. I couldn't open my eyes in fear that my tears would fall, satisfying her, giving her what she wanted. Fear from me. But of course I couldn't let her do that, I couldn't and wouldn't let her make a fool out of me. The next action I did surprised myself as well. All you heard was the echo of the slap. Why did I do that?  Oh no, what am I supposed to do now. Ill surely get beaten.

"What the f8ck is wrong with you! Did you just slap me?! Omg my precious face, what am I supposed to do now? My face is red and ugh Jinhee you just made the wrong move. Now your really dead!" She said

That was the last thing I heard until I woke up.

At the hospital

"Doctor, she's waking up now!" A voice said.

"Wha.. where am I?" All I could see was white and people that were blurry hovering over me.

"Jinhee can you see and hear me?" The doctor said

My vision began to come clear. I noticed I was in a hospital with a couple of nurses, a doctor and my brother.

"Huh? Oh.. yes I can see and hear you clearly Doctor. Thank you." I said assuringly

The doctor nodded and smiled "Lets give Jinhee and N (Yes N from Vixx) some space to figure things out."

"Oppa.." I said as I felt myself tearing up. "What happened to me? Why am I here? How long have I been unconscious?" I asked as I bombarded him with questions.

(A/N- Jinhee's parents died not too long before she started school so that's why its only her and her brother left alone, to fend for themselves.)

"Looks like your okay because I see how curious you are. Well to the first and second question, apparently your boyfriend found you in an alley while you were lying unconscious, and beaten up, really bad. And to your third question, you've been unconscious for 3 months."

"Woah.. wait.. three months??? What about school?? I cant catch up that much school work!! What day is it today?!" I asked worried about how much school work I would have.

"Jinhee, calm down. I took you out of that school. You don't have to worry about school for a while because I'm not sending you back to one of those hell holes after what just happened to you." He said caringly.

"Oppa, thank you so much for caring for me and having taking care of me after Umma and Appa passed away." I felt a tear roll down my cheek. "I'm so lucky to have you as my loving, caring oppa. I love you."

By this point he had a few tears roll down his cheek also. "Aww Jinhee I love you so much. And of course I would take care of you after what happened to Umma and Appa, I wouldn't just abandon my cute sister. I'll always be here for you Jinhee, no matter what because you mean so much to me." He cane over and gave me a big bear hug.

"Oww oppa, remember, I'm still pretty banged up from before" I reminded him

"Oh my gosh, Jinhee I'm really sorry. Are you okay?" He asked checking my body to see if I wasn't hurt even more.

"Haha aww oppa your the one that's cute,  and yeah I'm fine its just I'm not in that good of a condition for your big bear hugs" I smiled and giggled.

"Thamk goodness your okay. If I had hurt you more I dont know what I could've done with myself for hurting my one and only precious dongsaeng. I would never hurt you on purpose Jinhee you have to know that" N oppa said

"Of course oppa, and if you ever did hurt me, I would try my best to understand the situation and stress you had. After all oppa, you are apart of the rising boy group Vixx!" I said. "I cant wait till I'm better so I can see you at your concerts!!" I said excitingly like a child.

"Haha Jinhee your so adorable, in time, when you get better, you'll be able to see me at all my concerts and will be able ti meet the rest of the group as well!!" He said

"Okay oppa I'll be waiting!!" I smiled

End of flashback

I missed him so much. Where was he when I needed him the most? Please Umma, Appa help me get through this.

(A/N- Sorry I haven't been updating ever often, its just school has been stressing me out. *sigh* but anyways, thank you for taking your time for reading my crappie story. Hope you liked it and hopefully I can updated sooner and faster. Thanks again guys for showing me and my story so much support. Thanks again to my readers. :* )