just chilling in my bedroom, bored outta my mind cuz the worlds been in lockdown or like 6 months. aslo im doing this so i can look back at myself in a few years and laugh or be embarressed, im fine with either. am currently listening to songs that i used to listen to when i was like 13-14 because it feels nice to look back at the happier times when i was super naive and angsty instead of being an asshole 18 year old whos preparing for the future.
Im probs gonna use this for weird or useless experiences or memories just so i can vent cuz there is some stupid shit i see and here on a daily basis that fuckin bewilders me.
im pretty depressed about the fact that i havent been to jiu jitsu in 6 months as well, literally got my 4th stripw on my whitebelt before the world decided to fuckin implode on itself, another thing that sucks is that im still single, shit aint really changed for the past 4 years, still on my bullshit, listening to music and being horny, its not a bad way to live but it gets pretty boring now and again.
picture is me from when i was 16, only thing thats really changed is that my hair is longer and my face looks more depressed/pissed off, i dont really feel the way i look most days, its just the way i am i guess.
thats all the things that i can think of for now so ye peace out
