𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐈𝐭 𝐑𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 || 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐊𝐨𝐨𝐤

3- struggles

'ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, ʙᴜᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇꜱ ɪ'ᴅ ʀᴀᴛʜᴇʀ ᴅɪᴇ
ᴛʜᴀɴ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡᴀʏ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ

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tae pov

hyunie and i just finished our outing at the park. it was fun. i watched him play on the playground and run around the grass. he enjoys it, so i do too.

we are currently walking back to the car, well im walking, hes just being carried as he complained about being 'too tired'. but i dont mind.

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i buckled the tired baby in his seat, and closed the back seat car door. i walked around to the driver seat and hopped in. turning the key to start up the car. i sighed as i pulled out of the parking lot, glancing down at the gas tank meter. seeing it was practically empty, but i still dont have my pay check yet so hopefully we make it home.

as i drove along the road, in a peaceful silence i heard my little angel speak up. "papa?" asked. "yes?" i answered, keeping my eyes on the road.

"um..i was wondering..if tomorrow, we could go to wunch togever?" he said in his cute tired voice. i smiled, i get my pay check tomorrow so i didnt see a reason to not spend time with my baby. "sure bunny. that sounds fun."

i glanced in the mirror, so i could see the back seat. seeing he had a cute, happy smile on his face. i smiled, knowing he was happy. "you wanna go to the diner we saw on the corner of the street?" i asked. "yesh! that place looked good." i giggled at his cuteness.

"ok, sounds good, now get some rest baby. you look tired. all i heard was a small hum before his little snores were the only sound coming from the back seat. i chuckled at his actions.

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we arrived home with out problems, thank god. i got out and went to the back seat to carry hyunie. as i picked him up, he made little sounds indicating he was slowly awakening. "shh..im gonna put you in your bed, ok?" i told the sleepy baby. he nodded before getting comfortable in my arms.

i walked up to the apartment, opening the front door, kicking off my shoes and taking off hyunies. i walked to his room, and tucked him into his bed. making sure to change him into some comfortable clothes and grabbing his favorite stuffed bunny. i kissed his forehead and walked out of his room, softly closing the door behind me.

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i walked to my room, tossing my bag on my bed and flopping on the soft covers right after. letting out an exhausted exhale. closing my eyes for a short moment, remembering what happened today.

after 5 fucking years. i see the man who left me. yet i wasnt mad. i was more sad. i dont know what this feeling is. hell, i dont even know if i got over him. i kept telling myself that i was ok, after everything. but i know im not. theres still that empty piece in my heart that he filled. but ever since that day, it's been empty, and i never tried to fill it again.

'i need to call hobi hyung' i thought as i reached my hand out, searching for my backpack. after i found it, i zipped it open and grabbed my phone. texting hoseok.

hobi, are you free?

yeah why?

can you come over?

yeah. is everything ok

yeah..just come over