𝐄 𝐗 𝐈 𝐒 𝐓 / 𝐉𝐣𝐤+𝐏𝐣𝐦 ✔️

You aren't

how playful the destiny isn't it?
they'll make sure, that
your situation and condition
is in miserable state

Third Person POV

"kookie let me sing a song for you!" the older said with a excitement in his voice, the younger nodded happily.

All of this is no coincidence
이 모든건 우연이 아냐

Just with my feelings
그냥 그냥 나의 느낌으로

The whole world is different from yesterday
온 세상이 어제완 달라

Just with your joy
그냥 그냥 너의 기쁨으로

When you call me I'm your flower
네가 날 불렀을 때 나는 너의 꽃으로

As if we waited, we spread it cold
기다렸던 것 처럼 우리 시리도록 펴

Maybe the providence of the universe was just that
어쩌면 우주의 섭리 그냥 그랬던 거야

You know, I know

You are me, I am you
너는 나, 나는 너
I'm afraid as much as I am excited
설레는 만큼 많이 두려워

Because fate keeps jealous of us
운명이 우릴 자꾸 질투해서

I'm scared as much as you
너만큼 나도 많이 무서워

When you see me 
When you touch me

The universe moved for us
우주가 우릴 위해 움직였어

There wasn't even a slight deviation
조금의 어긋남 조차 없었어

You and my happiness were scheduled
너와 내 행복은 예정됐던 걸

'Cause you love me and I love you

You are my blue mold
넌 내 푸른 곰팡이

My angel who saved me, my world
날 구원해준 나의 천사 나의 세상

I came to meet you, your tricolor cat
난 네 삼색 고양이 널 만나러 온

Love me now
Touch me now

Just let me love you (let me love, let me love you)

Just let me love you (let me love, let me love you)

Everything has been decided since the universe first came into being
우주가 처음 생겨났을 때부터 모든 건 정해진 거였어

Just let me love you (let me love, let me love you)

Let me love, let me love you

Let me love, let me love you

"okay hyung! I'm letting you to love me!" the younger said and laughed.

-

"hyung why are you so quiet today?" the younger asked confusion eating him, hyung is not like that he is so cheerful when he is with me,the younger thought.

"u-uh no-nothing kook-ah" the older smiled, assuring, showing his best smile, not wanting the younger knows about why he is sad these days.

the younger just nodded not wanting to believe and noticed that his hyung is getting skinier and skinier, a bag under his restless eyes, a paler skin than before. a worried expression flashed at the younger's face but not bothered to ask.

"kookie, hyung is sorry." he said with a tears rolling down from his face

"Why are you sorry for? you didn't even do anything to me you even make me the happiest kid in the world!" he said smiling but the nervousness started to spread in his body.

the older's face softened a bit and replaced by a lame smile, his eyes screaming for sadness.

"I'm sorry, but I love someone else, I just played with your feelings." he said seriously staring directly to the younger's eyes

the smile that he keeps wearing  especially with the older, wiped out. the moon split in half and the stars crumbled falling like a fireworks to the sea. he watched his world fell apart this day his love hurt him.

"kookie, I'm sorry." the older said, crying while reaching the younger's hand but he shoved his hand.

"hyung why!? don't you love me too?" he asked shouting at him, a tears continuously fall, as he shook his head, means no. he walked away as he can't hold the pain anymore, leaving him crying

I already knew, but I already forgave you, and your father, even you are not the cause of it, it still hurts.

I just want to say that I have a cancer kookie, stage 4. sorry for hurting you, hyung loves you so much, bye.

-

"I didn't knew that she is the son of her!" someone whispered-yelled.

"because of your stupidity, your son can't love him just because you rape her?" Someone whispered-yelled again.

"your guilt is eating you now huh? Oh of course because you actually killed her! fuck you and your fucking hormones." Someone whispered-yelled again and glared to the person he is talking to.

"Shut up, will you!" He already talked but he slapped his wife.

-

"son, don't blame yourself, It's not your fault that he is already dead." the parents of the younger comforting him, as his love of his life is already gone in the age of 13 with a stage 4 cancer.

blaming his self for not letting the older explain, for not listening to him, for not staying by his side until he dies. every night he always cried, missing the presence of the older at the same time blaming his self.

the parents left with no choice but to erase his memories with the older named Jimin.

He already remembered all, from how the two met, how the older said that he didn't love him even he is, how the fate is so cruel to them, not wanting them to be together as the older has stage 4 cancer not letting his hyung live, removing the memories of the two together by his parents, That the father of his actually raped his mother's lover, he actually caused of the death of her. He feel betrayed.

they will stop until the satisfication
is in their hands