chapter 9: the screw up

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Luz's p.o.v

My hands trembled as I held the note. My tears dropped on the pink paper and I fell to the floor. She liked me. She might have even loved me and I left her behind. I left her. Why couldn't  i do anything right.  why did i keep hurting people. i don't try to.

can i do anything right. it doesn't seem like i can. i try to. i try so hard yet i keep disappointing people. even the people who like me i disappoint and a lot of people don't like me at all. in the human world i'm "to weird" in the boiling isles i'm "to weak." i'm always too much of something or never enough.

could i ever be enough. i messed up. i probably did something to break the portal. its possible, i'm always doing things wrong. this time i did something really wrong but one things good. i found out who i am. amity was also confused about me. she didn't know if i was a poser, a nerd, a bully, or someone worth loving. but i know, im a screw up and i always will be.

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