Love In The Pain (Kuroken)

Kuroken chapter 1-2

None of the art I use is mine
Into: Kenma's pov

I remember the day that I realized that I liked Kuroo, but I was a coward to tell him it was when he first got me into volleyball. The only reason that I'm staying in volleyball is because of him. He means the world to me, but he doesn't know what my life is really like...

Chapter 1

No pov:
It's after winter break. All of the Nekoma team is back together after Christmas break. Kenma is different than before, but no one knows what happened to him. * time skip*
After School 

          "Hey Kenma!" Kuroo yelled

When Kenma heard this, his heart skipped a beat.

          "Yeah," Kenma responded, looking up from his PSP

          "Is there something wrong with you? You have been acting strange?" Kuroo asked him to make sure his best friend and favorite setter was ok.

          " I'm fine.'' He lied because Kenma's parents got a divorce, but he didn't know what to do about it. He didn't want his friends to have to listen to his sad life. At this point in time, Kenma was on the verge of tears, so he ran away to his mom's house, where he found her drunk on the couch. Kenma went up to his room and started to cry.

As time passed, Kenma's mom became more and more abusive. Kenma still didn't tell anyone because his mom and he didn't want her to go to jail. He still loved his mom.

The next day

Kuroo pov
Kenma has been weird, but he won't tell me what's wrong, and I'm really worried about him. I started to head you to school. I went to Kenma's house to see if he wanted to walk to school, but it started to rain, so my mom just drove me to school. On the way, we saw Kenma walking in the rain. We slowed down as I rolled down my window and yell

          "Kenma want a ride?"
He smiled and nodded as he got in the car, and we started to talk on the way. When we got there, we got out of the car, and I asked him

          "Hey, why did you run from me yesterday? You looked like you wanted to cry. Are you ok?"
Kenma responded with a lame answer

          "I'm fine"
That's when I knew something was up he just didn't want to tell me. As we walked into school, he pulled out his PSP and started playing. That was norma,l but some was up. I just couldn't put my finger on what was wrong. Then I realized that Kenma was wearing a long-sleeved shirt. At the time, I didn't think much of it, but at practice, he didn't want to take it off, which was weird. Somethings wrong...

Chapter 2

Two days later, with Hinata, it's a Saturday
Hinata POV

Kenma came to me crying. I tried to calm him down.

          "Hinata" he said but kept on crying. All I could get from him was Kuroo, parents, and volleyball, I think, but after a while, he stopped crying; he didn't want to talk, so we sat in silence until I asked what happened. Kenma started to tell me about how his mom and dad got a divorce, and now his mom is abusing him, and he didn't want to tell his teammates. Then he started to talk about how much he loved Kuroo and how he couldn't live without him.

          "I don't know what I want to tell Kuroo about what is going on, but I'm so scared of his reaction because I know that he still has lost feelings for Tsukki," Kenma said, almost about to cry
I started to hug him and said

          "I know that you love Kuroo with all your heart, but the only way to know his feelings is to ask him if he says no. He's still your friend, and you should keep secrets from your team. Your team is your second family. They are your team. They always have your back, they are with you in the good and the bad, they care about you, they are your team, never forget that.'' After that, Kenma started feeling better and acting like his normal self. When it was time to leave, I made Kenma promise to tell his team about what was happening and tell Kuroo his feelings for him. He nodded and said

          "I promise."
After that, I said goodbye at the station. " Now it's up to you, Kenma. " I thought to myself