Unfaithful - Jeon Jungkook

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♥️5 months ago♥️

♥️Jungkook's POV♥️

It's been a month and a half. A month and a half of Y/N hating me, avoiding me or either blasting at me whenever I'd try to approach her. I don't blame her though. She has every right. She can't hate me more than how much I'm hating myself. It's funny how you can end up craving for a fast death from craving for a whole life with your other half. Because this is what Y/N was- is for me and this won't change, not now, not ever. I swear it on my own life. Well, about that-

I was standing at the edge of Jimin's terrace, the half of my trainers hanging in middle air as I was looking down. I smiled, noticing the height. It would be unpainful and certain. 

I know I may seem absurd and careless, but I have nothing left, because I've lost everything. Ιn every sense of the word. 

Taking a glance towards the sky I let my lips stretch into a wide smile as I shut my eyes, ready for my last step towards to nothingness. Feeling gravity pulling me down, I opened my arms engulfing my end. The last thought in my mind being her beautiful face, the person I ended up hurting in the worst possible way.

Unfortunately for me, it never came as I felt a pull back through my blouse and soon my back hit a chest which hit the hard floor with me on top of it. 

A groan echoed in the thin air and suddenly I got pushed down the pavement. Jimin's face came into my sight, hiding the sunset's warm sun from my view. His one fist grabbed onto my blouse holding onto me and pulling me a little off the floor while the other came into a harsh contact with my cheek. I moaned in utter pain as I was let back down harshly. A few seconds later, I was clasped off the floor and into a brotherly hug.

" You idiot! I can't leave you off my sight for even five minutes! " Jimin outcried, holding onto me tightly.

I shut my eyes tightly, feeling tears slipping through my closed lids.

" What the hell were you thinking? " His voiced raised further making me flinch.

A sob left my mouth as I began weeping my soul out, Jimin still holding me while on his knees. My body was numb as I kept on while clamors continued to escape my suffocated lungs.

" You're not alone, Gguk. Don't scare me again like this or else I'll break your bones with my bare hands. " He threatened.

I wish you were right, Jimin, but I'm afraid you're not. I'm all alone. I got no one. No one.

I just held onto him, my fist grasping the back of his t-shirt as my uncontrollable sobs went on.

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Laying once again across the dark red and leather arm-chair, my eyes met the white ceiling and I crossed my fingers while sighing lowly.

You can do this.

" How are you feeling today? " His smooth voice asked me softly.

" I'm feeling alright. " I replied shrugging.

" And how are you coping up recently? Well, you know from our last conference. " He wondered next, benting his head to the side.

" Good. " I nodded my head.