Don't

Louder

Justin-

I was awoken by the sound of grunting echoing throughout the house. Confused, i immediately sat up from my somewhat comfortable mattress and ignored the pain that shot throughout my body. The pain mostly originated from my side and stomach where Jason usually kicked me. But he hasn't physically hurt me in days- notice how i said physically. He still hurts me emotionally, every single day but honestly iv'e grown to get used to it by now.

I miss the comfort of my own bed, the busy New York streets, my friends, my siblings Jazzy and Jaxon, and my mother Pattie. There isn't a day that goes by where i don't think about them.

I ignore the tear that rolls down my cheek since i refuse to show Jason any type of weakness. At least i try not to. So you could pretty much say i've become numb. Jason's words have grown on me and the way he treats me has pretty much been my normality. The emotional abuse, the lack of water and food, bad hygenie and past physical abuse and not to mention the 'sexual' moments as well.

I still dont get why we had previous scenes and i dont think i'll ever find out. He uses me like a toy. Although he hasn't touched me in awhile, i have a longing for any type of touch. Iv'e been locked up in this dark room without any physical contact of some sort besides that of Jason's. I mean, dont get me wrong he is very attractive.. His long, dark brown hair always perfectly quiffed, his absolute great style, always color coordinated i might add. His blue fucking eyes make me weak at my knees- not going to deny that. And hot damn his body..

I was interrupted by my thoughts when i heard the sound of grunting get louder throughout the house. I dont know what was going on, but i slowly and quietly got up from the bed, making my way to the door. I was still handcuffed but Jason must have forgotten to cuff my ankle last night since he always does. But hey, im not complaining.

As i neared closer towards the door, i gently pressed my ear to the door to get a better hearing of what was going on. The grunting was definitely coming from Jason and it didn't sound like a painful grunt either. It sounded like.. Damn. He probably brought over some chick to fuck.

I listened closely to the sounds he made, and didnt hear the sound of anyone else- no girl. Just him. Holy shit he was fucking jacking off.

He was right across the hall from me so i could him pretty well. His grunting became louder and his breathing became heavier. I could also hear the sound of his bed making a type of creaking noise as he was panting and i could only imagine how he looked.

HIs eyes closed, his mouth open as moans escaped from his mouth and the sweat running down his forehead. I could hear the sound of skin against skin and holy damn that turned me on.

Before i knew it, my little member down there became hard as a rock. I longed for some type of touch, i needed it. I was a teenage guy.. still have fucking hormones. Without hesitation, i reached down into my pants, unbuckling them and shoving my hand in my boxers and began stroking myself slowly. Soft muffled moans escaped from my mouth as i continued listening to the sound of Jason's whimpers and grunting.

I picked up the pace and layed my head back against the door as i continued along with the process. I was so lost in the moment and hadn't realized how loud my moans had become and how Jason stopped making any noise at all.

I hadn't realized this until the door busted open, making me jolt forward, falling flat on my face as i had been previously leaning on the door.

I quickly gathered myself up, pulling up my pants as Jason made his way over to me. I quickly stood up and he looked at me, smirking. "What were you doing there hm?" He questioned, raising his eyebrow.

Shaking my head, i replied "n-nothing."

He grinned, grabbing my by hair, pulling my face closer to his.

"Dont lie to me, you dumbfuck. I heard you. Your sweet moans. Hm?"

He kept close in contact with me as i felt his hot breath fan over my ear to my neck.

There he continued to softly say "I know what you were doing. Why were you hm?"

I couldn't speak because i didn't know what to say.

"I-i dont know, J-jason. I-im sorry." i softly squeaked.

He chuckled, putting me up against the wall.

"Dont be sorry, Justin."

HIs wet, warm lips make their way down to my collarbone.

"I liked it. I liked the sounds you made."

I gulped, scared of what to say. He liked it?

"I just want to know why Justin. What made you horny huh?"

I shook.. scared to answer him truthfully.

"Was it because of me? he questioned.

I froze.. because it's like he's reading my mind.

Hesitatnly, i nodded since i know if i lied he'd find out anyway's which would only end up in a beating.

A smirk crept up across his face as he neared towards my ear, exposing his warm, wet tongue on my ear lobe as he whispered, "I can make you moan louder than that."

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Thank you to everyone who is reading my story. It's my first one so I'm trying! I know this chapter sucks but I wanted to update so...And expect smut scenes in almost every chapter ;) ALSO I have an AMAZING idea for this story so keep on reading to find out what this story is REALLY about. I'll leave it at that 😏