Those Freckles

Uh oh

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So after our date, we go to Matt's house to watch a movie. My mom thinks i'm at Victoria's house sleeping over so it's okay.

We were watching The Fault In Our Stars when the sex scene of the movie turned on.

Matt looked at me as he & i both blushed.

"Umm.." he said.

I giggled. I looked down in embarrassment though.

He pulled my chin up gently,

"You look down way to much" he said as his soft lips met mine.

I didn't know what to do, so i just went along with it. Our lips moved in sync & his hands met my waist.

I put my arms around his neck.

He fiddled with the bottom of my sweater. His hands slowly going up my body.

I flinched, scared & confused.

He stopped right above my belly button. His hands still around me. He wrapped his arms around me. His sticky fingers sliding down my waist.

I know i didn't want to deny it, but i still had my dignity.

"Stop..." I quietly whispered.

"What's wrong ash?" He said in an innocent voice.

"I'm not ready for this Matthew.." I cautiously said.

I started getting up to leave. I started crying because i thought he was different.

"Ashy baby, why are you crying. What did i do to you?" He said in a tone that sounded annoyed.

"I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT. IM NOT READY TO GO THAT FAR WITH YOU MATTHEW." I realized I was screaming. "i-i'm just not ready..." I whispered.

"We don't have to go that far if you don't want to alright?" He smiled.

I stopped crying & blushed from looking at his gorgeous smile.

"I guess i overreacted. I'm sorry Matt. But, i have to go out for a few minutes. I'm just gonna walk down to the pizza place & get some sodas" I answered.

He smiled. "You're adorable Ashlynn. I love you" He blushed. "Be safe. I'll put on another movie".

I left & spotted some car in his drive way. The lights were on so i walked towards the car in suspicion.