Those Freckles

This feeling...

A/N:

Gonna make it short. This chapter will honestly describe my personal feelings towards cameron. Anything that happens in this chapter, is basically how i imagine us dating.

And there's gonna be a lot of switching POV's so you can know how they each feel, so yeah.

Go ahead & start reading (:

Cameron's POV:

We got in my car & i raced to the hotel i was staying at with my dad. He was gone for the night, out partying with friends & wouldn't be back until after work tomorrow which is around 10:30pm ish.

So the house was all to ourselves (;

Ashlynn wanted to tell me something, but at the same time, didn't want to say a word. She looked like she was about to start crying.

"What's wrong beb?" i asked her seriously concerned.

Ashlynn's POV:

He asked what was wrong & seemed sincere about it. I felt like just telling him but at the same time, didn't want to say anything & lie to him saying i was just fine.

But instead if being those annoying girls who most of the time say 'I'm fine' just because THEY don't feel like explaining, i'm actually going to consider Cam's feelings. So i did this, i thought, what if something was wrong with him. Would i want to know? So i went with that & said...

"Honestly? I like you. I like you so fricken much Cameron, it drives me crazy. But at the same time, makes me.. fell happy. I just want to cuddle with you most of the time, i want you to sing songs to me, & i want to be with you forever. I like you so much, it hurts me. Mentally man, it makes me feel like you don't like me as much, when... i don't even know. I love you Cammy, i just don't ever want to be away from you for a long period of time."

Wow. I said it.

Cameron's POV:

She said that she loves me so much it hurts her. I can't believe that she probably felt like that towards Matt & he just felt like the only way to make her not hurt, is to let her go. But no, the only way not for her to feel hurt, is for her to feel i love her MORE than she loves me.

I smiled & told her, "Let's go upstairs babe. I know what'll make you feel better."

Ashlynn's POV:

He took me upstairs to his hotel. It was pretty big on the inside, & the outside looked like it was made out of gold itself. But painted white.

He took me to his room of the hotel & gave me one of his T's to put on.

"Cam.." i looked down at the shirt, "You know i can't stay the night. My mom will kill me-"

"Ub-ub-bub-ub. I calked your mom & she met with me at the hospital & said that she will be more than happy to have you back by 3:00 tomorrow. She trust you a lot, & i can tell she loves you ash." He told me.

"You adore me baby" i said in one breath & i reached my arms out to stretch.

"Put on the shirt so i can help you get better" he seemed to demand forcefully.

"Okay okay geez calm down" i told him. He probably thought that i took his comment serious so with that sexy smile of his, he grabbed my waist & i ended up on his lap.

"So what're you gonna do to make me feel better?" i said excitedly.

"Lay down." he said tired.

Hopefully we aren't doing what i think he's thinking.

As i slowly laid down, he went behind me & put his non-muscular but non-flabby arms around my body. He started to sing my favorite song as i turned my face towards his.

"We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?"

I grasped his skinny face into my hands & touched our foreheads together

"Since you're laying here, I will lay with you & just forget the world" I whispered.

He whispered something in my ear,

"These 3 words are said too much, & it'll never be enough Ashlynn but,
I Love You."

"You'll always be my sunshine Cameron. Even on sad depressing days, even if you want to go, I promise to never let you." I wanted to stay up all night with him, but eventually after whispering to each other for about 2 hours, it was 10 o'clock & cameron was asleep. I honestly felt, protected with his arms around me like this. I felt wanted.

Scratch that, I don't care if i'm finally excepted by people, once i have Cameron Mica Boyce, i don't need anyone else but him. He makes me feel, like a bright yellow crayon. & for that, i'm am forever appreciated.

I kissed his partially opened lips to wake him up, & after about 4 seconds he was awake kissing back, & smiled at me which could literally kill a person, & asked what was up.

"Nothin. Just wanted to know if a girl & her gorgeous boyfriend could play what if?" I asked him.

Cameron seemed pretty tired, but still answered "Anything for my bundle of happiness." he replied.

For some reason i felt so excited to play this game with him. We took turns after turns, until it was my turn.

"Okay, ummm... OH! what if we broke up? What would you do?" I asked curious.

"That's easy." he said. As i was hoping he said something like 'obviously fight for you back' or 'we would never break up'.

Instead i got the worst response he could of ever said to me.

"I would totally get back together with Maddie in a heart beat"....

Ooooh cliff hanger :) i love this so much lol. What do you think is gonna happen? Tune in on Saturday night for the answer ! (I should totally be a spokesperson (; )

Goodnight Truthanatorz😘