𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 // 𝘪𝘮 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘨𝘮𝘪𝘯

𝘰𝘯𝘦

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘸𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘵 : 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.

I remember ..how we met at first time. Its all because of Lee Daehwi.

He asked me to go a blind date. He asked me to make more friends. And he asked me to meet someone he trust the most.

I don't want to go at first. I do anything to refused his favour.

I didn't talk to him for a week.

I hurt his feeling with my words.

I avoid to meet him everywhere.

But one day, I surrendered from ran away from him. He knows me well, he know where I always go when I'm stress. He found me easily.

And then, he asked again. "Can you meet him? Seriously just for one day! I'm begging to you! Just meet him for one day! Pleaseee!"

Thanks to him, I met you at cafe. You wearing all black. From head to toes. And I thought you just came after a funeral.

You look at me, and then give me a small smile. You bow and greet me nervously. Your eyes were shaking, your voice too.

We spent all day together. We ate at the cafe without chitchat. After we ate, we  don't know where to go after that, you playing your phone for about 30 minutes, without looking at me.

"I want to go home now, thanks for today," I decided to end our meet by saying that I should go home early because I have assignment to do.

When I'm about to leave, you hold my  wrist ,

" Wait, Lee Sunhyeon ssi,"  You stand up and  take your phone.

" Can we go..to another places? Like...uhmmm, having some fun? " you asked me. I'm looked into your eyes.

I smiled, " yeah, sure," and replied your questions when you look away. You trying to hide your smile.

"Let's go,"  you said happily and we go to a funfair.
We having some fun there. You bought ticket for us. You even bought me a snacks after we played games.

I can't help, but laughed when you being clumsy. We eat an ice cream while walking around. Your ice cream starts to melt when you are looking for a game that we can play together . And finally..,the ice cream  dripping to your shirt when you jump like a little boy just because you found your favorite game.

I can't help too, when you were denied that you forced me to enter the death room ( which is ghost house).

"You forcing me, didn't you??"  you shake your head, deny it.

"Nooo...I'm asking you,"  we start arguing like little child. And last, You win. You smile at me and  say, "I will protect you, don't worry," before we enter the death room.

My heart fluttered when you hold my hands tightly, and the way you handle my fear by just saying, "I'm here for you, so don't worry," many times.. I feel something differents. Something that I can't describe by words.

We spend all day together. You send me home and gave a warm smile and say goodbye.  And I can't denied that  I want to know you better. I want to meet you again. I want spend my day with you.

This is really strange,right? How can I feel like this at  person who I just met for one day? How can I feel comfortable with you while I'm actually an introvert person? How can a person who lived with name Im Youngmin start to make my day colourful ?

I don't have the answers. I don't have any clue either. How I gonna find that?  Give me the answer, please.