Not You | JENNIE

Wish I were Heather

Jisoo invited us to go out to the movies with Lisa. She was suspicious of all of this but I tried reassuring her that this meant nothing.

"Why aren't you answering my call or text. Bitch, if it was possible I would've sent a bird" Tae called and was upset that we went out with out him. I told him I would make it up to him so now I have to dog sit Yeontan for a week.

"Jen we can't. They're waiting for us" she ignored me and pulled me into another kiss. We pulled away when we heard someone come in. Jennie groaned again. I laughed and pulled her into a hug. She's been very cuddly since we left and had been pulling me into random kisses.

"what are we?" I was afraid of those words. I'm not sure how I feel anymore. I thought I had my feeling all together but now what. All the self reflection for nothing.

"Friends" I can't be in a relationship with Jennie, I just don't know how she really feels . Her face dropped and she pushed me away

"Bu-"I cut her off

"We're both in relationships, this was a mistake a wonderful mistake but we can't do this"

"I thought you loved me" she had tears threatening to fall. I tried reaching for her but she kept pushing me away.

"I do, it's just that I'm scared"

"Of what" she sadness had become anger. I tried to calm her down but that only made it worse

"Of this! I don't know if I trust you. You only wanted me after I stopped paying attention to you. I don't want a relationship build on jealously" I finally to manage to hold her but she still tried pulling away.

"I alway loved you" she stopped and she started crying against me. Holding on to me like I was going to disappear.

"They why date Kai?"

"Because I thought that's what I needed to do. Everyone said that he was the perfect match"
I looked at her and her eyes were red and puffy. She looked cute.

"Why was he perfect?"

"I don't know. I never really payed attention to him"

"But you looked so happy"

"I was happy. He was sweet and very caring, I didn't have to pretend"

"He Can give you much more then I can Jennie. You should just stay with him"

"But I want you"

"I don't know Jennie, I just got Chungha to trust me again and Kai is such a great guy. We can't do this to them"

"What about us" I kissed her one last time before walking towards the door

"If we really are meant to be together we'll come back to one another. Just wait"

"Don't make me wait to long okay" as I opened the door I heard her say. I hurt to leave her but if this is love we'll come back to each other

"Promise"after the movies I offered to take Jennie home. It was quiet, she was probably upset.

"Kai's here?" We walked in and we both knew exactly what was happening. Clothing scattered and beer bottles all over the table. Jennie had a cold face as she walked towards her sisters room. I followed behind and I felt a small sting on my chest when I saw them in bed together.

"Y/N?"

"Jen!"

I grabbed Jennie's hand and dragged her out of the house.

"Y/N, where are we going?"

"I'm taking you home so that I can fuck the shit out of you"

"Yes!"