toxic. || t.c

five

I woke up and looked around and the memories of last night flooded my mind. taylors grip on me was still tight, but I tried carefully to move his arms and not wake him up.

I was almost free when he shifted around and opened his eyes.

"please stay." he said in a low raspy morning voice. it was sexy.

I hesitated but I layed back down and put my head on his chest. he rubbed circles in my back and I smiled.

***
after about an hour of cuddling, taylor finally got up. he attempted to make me breakfast but failed so I helped him.

"so what do you wanna do today?" he asks taking a bite of his pancakes.

"what makes you think I don't have other plans?" I ask him. he shrugs.

"well I mean you stayed here and you don't seem like you're in a rush to get home."

"my moms on a business trip for work. she'll be gone for a week so it doesn't really matter when i get home."

he nods before speaking again,

"im gonna run to the store, need anything?"

"uh, nah im good." I say standing up.

***

I lay on the couch watching whatever was on tv while Taylor's at the store.

the door opens and i turn around to see him walk in with bags so I get up to help him.

"what's all this?" I ask.

"I thought we could have a lazy Sunday all to our selves." he smiles. I look in the bags to see what he got, there's a bunch of candy, movies, and he even got me slippers. awh.

"awh taylor you didn't have to." I smile.

"but I wanted to."

we end up taking the stuff in the bedroom and turn a movie on. first we watch the great gatsby because it's my favorite, and I love Leonardo dicaprio.

next taylor picks and puts in 'the den'. I didn't know what it was at first, but it is the scariest movie on the planet and were only half way through. it's about a girl who goes on a website like omegle, and she meets this person who kills all of her friends and eventually her too on live camera. it sounds gory, but it's not.

my heads buried in taylors chest and i jump every time something scary happens which usually makes him laugh. when it's finally over i sit up and sigh with relief.

"im never going on omegle again." I say and taylor laughs once again.

"okay, well do you wanna watch another one?" he asks.

"I honestly would love too, but I kind of need to go home. we have school tomorrow." I say and he looks upset.

"okay, I'll take you." he says standing up.

I grab all of my stuff and walk out to his car with him.

we drive and listen to the radio mostly quiet.

"thank you for this weekend taylor, I had a lot of fun." I smile. he looks at me and smiles back.

"no problem, I did too. let's do it again." he says putting his hand on my thigh as he drives.

"yeah." I say. he pulls in my driveway and I open the door.

"bye, see you tomorrow!" I say and run inside.

///

my alarm goes off and I groan. I hate school. I stand up and walk to my closet, I pull out a pair of white high waisted shorts with a black crop top that has sunflowers on it. I brush my hair and leave it as it is because it's pretty much straight. I put on mascara and a little bottom eyeliner before walking downstairs and slipping on my black vans and walking to my car.

when I get to school I head straight to my locker. I put my bag away and attempt to get my stuff out just as someone spins me around and pushes me against my locker.

"hey babe." his hot breath whispers sending chills down my back.

"no pda." i say smirking and he stands up straight.

"fine, I'll wait til we aren't in public." he winks.

"maybe if you're lucky." i roll my eyes.

"taylor!" we both look over to matt and carter waving him over to them.

"I'll text you." he says kissing my cheek before walking off. not even 5 seconds later, caitlin and brooke come rushing up to me.

"what was that?" brooke whisper yells.

"you saw that?" i blush.

"um, everyone in the hall did." Caitlin says awkwardly.

"well it was nothing, we're just friends." I say and shut my locker.

"I think he likes you." Brooke says.

"oh please. he's taylor, he never spends time on a girl. he just has random hook ups." I roll my eyes.

"but he's such a different person around you." she argues.

"whatever, he doesn't like me."

"well I mean he's staring at you as we speak." Caitlin adds.

I turn my head and sure enough taylors staring at me. our eyes meet and he smirks before joining the boys' conversation.

maybe taylor does have feelings for me, Im just not sure how I feel about him. he makes me hate him with his cockiness, but at the same time my heart flutters when im around him.

it's complicated.