toxic. || t.c

six

today was Friday, the last day of the week. I was relieved because we had monday off so it was a 3 day weekend.

right now i was at lunch, sitting in between brooke and taylor. taylors arm was around my waist as he turned to face me.

"let's have a party tonight at my house, my parents are out of town." he smirks.

"okay, sure." i nod. he smiles and tells everyone at the table.

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im at my house, about ready to leave for taylors party.

im wearing a tight fitted black dress that's has lace over my collar bones. im wearing grey vans because Im not a fan of heals, and my hair is half up half down curled.

I have a little makeup on, but it's all water proof.

my phone vibrates and I look down.

taylor; hurry up & get here baby girl I miss you.

it reads. it makes my heart flutter, honestly.

i lock my door and get in my car, driving to Taylor's. when I get there you can pretty much hear the music from outside. i park along the street and walk in, immediately being surrounded by sweaty bodies and the smell of alcohol.

I grab a drink and find brooke, which wasn't that hard. she was talking to the girls.

"hey guys!" I smile and join the circle.
there's a mixture of slurred 'heyyy!' and 'hii's. they're all drunk, you can tell.

we talk for a while and I've had probably 3 drinks. im not drunk because it doesn't effect me bad but im a little tipsy. I go to grab another drink and I feel strong arms wrap around me.

I turn around to see it was who I expected.

"hey babe." he smiles.

"hi taylor." I giggle. I take a drink and the liquid sends a burning sensation down my throat.

me and taylor hang out for a little longer and we drink a lot more, by now im pretty drunk.

"let's go dance." he slurs grabbing me.

"yeah!" I yell over the music.

he leads me to wear everyone's dancing and 'ride' by somo comes on. I love this song. me and taylor grind on each other for most of the song and he grabs my butt a couple times.

he looks over and dillon, his best friend, is waving to him.

"I'll be back!" he says. I nod as he walks off and I sit on the couch. not that long after matt comes and sits by me. I look up and he smiles.

"heyyy!" i slur.

"hi there beautiful." he smiles. he doesn't sound drunk. we talk for about 20 minutes and taylors still not back.

"it was nice talking to you matt, but I think im gonna go use the bathroom and go home. im a little tired." I say.

"okay, goodnight." he smiles.

"night."

I walk upstairs and attempt to find the bathroom. I've never been to taylors actual house, so I don't know where the bathroom is. I open the first door i see and i regret it as soon as my eyes adjust.

there in front of me stood taylor, in only his boxers and some random brunette with only undergarments. they were both trying to get dressed when taylors eyes met mine. he stood there speechless and so did i.

"ade, i-" he started to say but I ran. I ran downstairs as fast as I could. I heard him yell my name but I don't i care.

I get in my car and start it quickly and just sit there. of course. of course this would happen.

of course I would spend time with taylor.

of course I would trust him.

of course I would care about him.

and of course the biggest shock of all, I believed he cared about me too.