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"ELLY SOMEONE REQUESTED FOR A SELF WRITTEN"- the boss of the bar i'm singing at shouted.

I work as part time performer here. This place is called Render, it's a club in the middle of a large city. It usually serves the upper class or celebrities so it's pretty chill. I worked here for about two years now. I'm still in college but it doesn't really matter since i'm majoring in music.

"Boss, hype or chill?"- I asked about the requested song he was pertaining to.

"Sad?"- his eyebrows shot up as he read the paper form. It was quite weird to have that kind of request. Since they all seem to come here to have fun, but still no judgement. We all deserve to feel every emotion.

I frowned "I was feeling hyped today"- I stated. The semester just ended so I was pretty excited. I'm just a part timer here because I'm still in college and I need to focus on that but since I study performing arts this serves a practice ground.

"You can have a duet with Aze"

Aze and I are very much close since we both go to the same college. We both got recruited here at the same time. We had a riff-off, very much drunk and out of it but the boss liked us. We can both sing and play musical instruments. He just knows more than I do since he's a 2 year senior, and will be graduating soon enough. He was actually the one who asked me to sign up for his university since he learned that I wanted to pursue music. And voila I ended up here.

And since it seems like the one who requested is pretty broken. I ended up looking for self composed song that will suit the person's taste and came up with a song that I wrote recently. Hate everything. I wanted to play the piano with it and discussed what needs to be done with Aze.

I went up stage to set up everything when I noticed someone which I didn't expect to be there. It's Andy. My ex who broke up with me more than 2 years ago. Now memories just started replaying.

Us being severely attached to each other. Getting diagnosed with eating disorder and depression. Him being always there for me. He became my everything. My world revolved around him, he became my top priority. I was also always there for him. His parents are separated so he needed to stand up for his mother because there family was deeply troubled. I was there the whole time and saw them recover from their fall.

Then he said he wanted to chase his dream. He always wanted to create his name in the industry. And he did, he's now a big time actor in the hollywood. Work with big names and eventually made it to success.

Through his success I wasn't there. Why? he left. He left me to chase he's dream. I only wished he included me on his dream.

I actually wanted to be there I wanted to cheer him on as he started his career. Then shit happens. He said he didn't want to have another luggage to be taking care of. We never really officially broke up but he just flew out the state and never talked to me. I have never seen him for the last 2 years aside from the news or cinema. It's not like I watch him or wait for updates about him. He's just THAT famous.

I still talk to some of his family members like his mom which is very much fond of me. She knows that we broke up and never brought up his son when talking to me. Andy has 2 other sibling Zen a year younger than him and Lia 5 years younger than him. I still hang out with them but it's mostly Zen since he's also friends with Aze, we got a lot closer. He sometimes roasts his older brother since he didn't like what he did to me.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when the mic made a thin sound which caused me to flinch. Aze chuckled when he saw me flinch. He fixed his microphone and started talking. It's like an intro we always do this so the costumer would be comfortable with us.

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