Issues // Sam Pottorff

Chapter 5 ~Sam's P.O.V~

  okay so this chapter contains sexual content, alcohol use and drug use. So dont read If your not comfortable. Sorry lol

          I felt numb which Is great, that's the feeling I chase. I chug the rest of my drink and sit on the one of the couches, I look up and I'm met with green eyes. This girl has not stopped staring at me since I got here, she flips her fake blonde hair behind her. She smiles and bites her lip, probably thinking it makes her look sexy or that it turns me on but no. I laugh at my own thought and stand up stumbling a little, I start traveling down the hallway for one of the bathrooms. "Sammy" I hear someone yell, I turn and it's kevin. "You know I can't stand being called that " I say gritting my teeth, he smiles "I know" he says. "What do you want man?" I say rubbing my tired eyes "i came to give you a going away present" he says pulling me around the corner so no one can see us, he pulls a small baggy from his pocket. I look closer and see the small tablets. "Ecstasy" I say shocked, his smile gets bigger, "dude the guys will lose their shit if they even see you here and when they see this their gonna fucking kill me. " I say, he laughs and pulls two tablets out. He pops one and takes a drink of his beer, and hands me one. "Come on Sam relax, here" he says putting the pill in my hand then he stuffs the baggy in my pocket. I look around and don't see anyone, i put the pill on my tongue and kevin hands me his beer to swallow it down. "Okay you have to leave" I say, "okay okay chill, ill go see you later sam" he laughs.

                    I start looking for a bathroom again. I finally find one that's empty and close the door. As I'm pissing I hear the door open, "hey I'm in hear do you mind?!" I yell as I finish, not a sound "okay whatever I'm done anyway" I yell again as I flush the toilet. I zip my pants and turn around that fucking green eyed blonde is standing their. "Seriously" I mutter, she walks towards me and puts her arms on my shoulders. Her perfume was way to strong and I could smell vodka on her. "Hi Sam" she whispered in my ear, "Hi" I said as her hand started traveling down to the crotch of my pants and starts to rub my dick through my pants. I look into her green eyes, her pupils were dilated she was drunk definitely. She bit her lip again, thinking it was turning me on, i laughed and she smiled bigger. She started rubbing harder and my dick started to get hard. She ripped her shirt off and stripped her short shorts off also, which were barely covering anything anyway. She was left in her pink bra and black underwear, she started kissing my neck and undoing my pants. Everywhere she was touching was setting me on fire and it was driving me crazy this never happens unless I'm- oh shit the Ecstasy! Ha I forgot about that, oh my god I'm so drunk I'm talking to myself. She dropped down to her knees and pulled my boxers down, I'm fully erect now. She smiled up at me and started kitten licking the tip, i groaned in frustration. "Don't tease me" I said aggravated.  She giggles and takes me into her mouth, she tries to deep throat me and gags. She's pretty sloppy but oh well, it feels good, she keeps trying to show off for me but she just ends up drooling down her chin. I wrap my hand in her hair and thrust into her mouth a few more times, she moans around me sending vibrations through me, the Ecstasy is making this a million fucking times better. I grunt and I can feel my high coming, she starts sucking harder and moaning trying to be sexy but I just zone her out. I thrust a few more times and cum, my high mixed with the E making it feel like fucking heaven. She pulls off of me and tries to swallow but ends up spitting it on the floor of the bathroom. I laugh and walk over to the toilet and grab some tissue and clean myself off. I pull my pants up and walk towards the door "Uh hello?" She says behind me, "yeah" I say turning and looking at her, her blond hair a mess from my fingers. Her lips red and eye makeup smeared from her eyes watering when she would gag. "I just sucked you off and your not going to return the favor?  Or even say thank you" she slurs while lifting herself onto the sink. "Look I didn't ask you to do anything, you came onto me and I let you. So don't expect me to return the favor or even thank you for a shitty blow job. Okay?" I say as I reach for the door again. "fucking dick!" She yells jumping down from the sink and throwing her shirt on. "Oh no babe that's what you just had in your mouth" I laugh as I close the door, she gasps and throws something at the door.

                 I head to the kitchen fixing myself another drink, i turn around and look at everyone getting trashed. The musics blasting and their dancing their asses off, Sweaty bodys grinding against each other. They all look so happy right now, smiling, laughing,  drunk off their asses, But there happy. I see Kian in the corner talking to Jc and Lia, drink in their hands laughing at something that's probably not funny it's just funny for the moment. I sip from my drink and head outside.

                 I walk under one of the trees in the back yard and pull a small joint from my pocket. I light it and take a big puff, feeling the smoke calm me, i can feel the  Ecstasy starting to wear off. I take another big drag and somone yells my name loud and angry, great.

                 "Hey!" He yells again, i turn and it's some wanna be preppy boy with a fake tan. I take another puff from my joint and throw it to the ground. "What" I ask as he gets closer, he has a skinny blonde trailing him. Really this bitch again I think to myself as I roll my eyes. "Did you fuck my girl?" He asks loudly his face bright red "brad I told you nothing happened" she whines behind him trying to grab his arm, he rips his arm from her grasp. "No why?" I say shrugging my shoulders " somebody said they saw you two leaving the bathroom in the house." He yells again pointing at the house, i laugh "yeah no sorry bro, i didn't fuck her, but she did give me a shitty blow job. She wanted to fuck but I didn't, so if I were you I'd dump the bitch. She cheated on you brad." I say smiling, his face turned an even brighter shade of red. "Are you fucking kidding me Heather!!" He yells loudly, turning and looking at the girl. I laugh and walk back towards the house, i feel someone grab my shoulder.  When I turn around brads fist makes contact with my left eye. I stand back up trying to ignore the pain in my eye and start walking towards brad. I can hear people yelling from the back door of the house. I swing and make contact with his nose, i can feel it break under my fist. When he falls to the ground I climb on top of him, he's bigger than me obviously so this is the only way I'm gonna win this fight. I start punching and punching until I feel someone pull me off "Sam! Sam! Bro look at me!! It's me" somone keeps yelling in my face "it's me Kian!!" I look up and see Kian staring at me, i try to calm my breathing. "Come on" he says directing me back to the house. 

Okay sorry it's so late at night for this update,but hey I updated when I said I would :)  I hate how I wrote it, to me it sucks ass but it was just so you could get a feel of Sam's side better. His attitude and all that but yeah, thanks for reading and I'll update again on sunday :) byeee