Chapter one

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It was lunch and I hadn't seen Jeffrey since he abruptly left english and I was dying to see his twin sister Jayla-Shae

Jayla was my everything she was my sister, my bestfriend, my diary she was just the whole package. We were neighbours. Their parents moved here while they were still in the womb so then our parents got close and all of that so when we were all born they were a few months older but other than that I don't think we left each others side. Well except for when I left that is.

I will never forget how painful it was to say goodbye to the both of them and how heartbroken I was as I watched them wave me goodbye.

I was just walking by my locker to replace my books and that was when I saw him. That was when I saw him standing by his locker alone watching as everyone passed by it was almost as if he was just waiting for time to fly and leave him behind

"Hey Jeffy" I nervously wave taking slow yet usteady steps towards him

"Look who remembered me after all these years" Venom dripped from every word as he put on the darkest, fakest smile I have ever seen

"So where is Jayla? How is she?" I tried making conversation not knowing how to respond, it's almost as if I flicked a switch in his head , his eyes darkened and his face paled

"Just leave me the hell alone!" He yells angrily gaining the attention of everyone in the hallway before he walked off

It felt as though someone had just pushed a minge into my chest, twisted it and pulled it out. The tears had arrived but I wouldn't let them flow so I just stood there numb not know what to do

"You know him?" Natalie approached me after several seconds

"Yes I did" I turned to face her my voice coming out unstable

"Let's just say he's a whole new person, he's changed drastically since his sister passed two years ago now even the teachers fear him" She sighs while nodding her head

"You mean Jayla is.....d-dead?" My voice breaking while I stuttered trying to get the words out

"Yes" She replies "You knew her?" She asked but I couldn't breathe not to speak of formulate words. I could feel the tears flowing freely down my face

First my mom now Jayla?

Why is everyone I love dying?

Who's next?

I knew that Natalie was holding me but I couldn't feel her arms, I couldn't feel anything but the pain surging through my body. Thankfully this hall was clear so I didn't have stares not that I'd care anyways

First I had to watch my Mom die and now when I get back home my best friend's dead

My mom died before my eyes and now Jayla's dead before I get a chance to say goodbye. I wasn't prepared to loose any of them and they are both gone

I just walked away without a word to Natalie I was not in the mood to talk I wasn't even hungry anymore

I promised her I would have texted her but when I left after five months I had lost contact with her and I couldn't get back in touch I should have tried harder. Atleast I would have gotten to say goodbye to my bestfriend

Now she was gone and I would never see her again, I would never touch her again or see her run her fingers through her brown when she got frustrated, I won't get another chance to make her complicated pizza order again,I will never hold her hand again,or kiss her on the cheek while we slept in each other's beds, hell how will I make it here without her?

You probably are thinking it was four years ago but to me it felt like four days and now all in had were memories and pictures in frames

I guess we should appreciate people more before we loose them we should appreciate their presence before it's gone and that's the thing we don't know when they are going to leave

💜Lussy7

I guess time is too precious to waste darkest time of the day is just before dawn

I cried writing all the things that Ken will never do with her bestfriend again. I guess time is too precious to waste and no time wasted will ever be retrieved

I love you guys

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