Someone I Loved (Lee Felix X Reader) Stray Kids ff

Chapter 8: The tension.

Y/N's P.O.V

"Is it true?" Han asked, his wide open eyed face right in front of mine, hardly five inches away.
I flinched and inched back a little, leaving a lot more space between us. "What are you talking about?" I titled my head in confusion.
Han sighed in relief. "So it isn't true. You don't know what I'm talking about."
"Yeah, I am not sure what you're talking about. What is it?" I demanded for answers.
"Oh, so basicall-" Han got cut off by Felix interrupting.
"Yo, move a little. I can't sit down." He said to Han, smacking his butt playfully to which Han looked at him and whined like a little baby.

You stood me up yesterday and you have the audacity to pretend nothing is wrong? Okay Y/N calm down. We can't show that we're bothered by his actions.

"Hi Y/N, I'm sorry." Felix suddenly apologized. "I-" He got cut off by the arrival of the professor. What did he wasn't to say? Did he have an excuse?

Everyone went back to their seat. I completely forgot about the thing Han was telling me. I looked over to Han and he threw a peace sign smiling brightly from the other row. I waved back to him.

"I'm sorry about yesterday... I wasn't in my right mind and did some stupid shit. I shouldn't have stood you up." Felix kept apologizing.
"We need to do this project. Please don't ditch this." I replied half heartedly ignoring his apologies.
"Ah yeah... We can do it today." He suggested. "We have a free lecture after this one."
"That sounds good. Don't get up and leave... Or I'll have your head." I said acting stern.
He laughed and blushed slightly at my remark and scratched the back of his head looking away from me. Cute.
"Okay. Now focus." With a heavy British accent, I said paying attention to whatever the professor was teaching. Nevermind. He was just talking our attendance. 

"Present!" I shouted to mark my presence when I heard my name getting called.
I felt a slight nudge on my forearm, thus turning my gaze to see what's up.
'I am sorry, Y/N' a piece of paper that lay beside my elbow on the desk read. I looked over to Felix and he was looking down, his face flushed with a tint of red.
This brought back memories. I remember he used to apologise for dumb mistakes using pieces of paper. It just was too wholesome for me. I could never stay mad at him. He genuinely seemed to be sorry whenever he did this.

Why are you apologising again. I have no reason to be mad at you... I know I shouldn't be but here I am.

I sighed heavily and looked back at him with a small smile curving my lips. His upward furrowed eyebrows now released the tension that showed up on his face and his forehead wrinkles disappeared.
"It's alright. Don't do it again. I don't want to hear an explanation." I playfully hit his head.
An awkward silence followed. Caw Caw Caw.
What is he thinking? I wasn't sure what he was going to do but what he did next surprised me.

He leaned in, with his face just four inches away from mine and looked me in my eyes.
The fuck Y/N. Move. Move. Abort kission. MISSION.
  I suddenly panicked. My eyes widened at his sudden inching.
Thankfully we were sitting at the bench closer to the backside. The teacher couldn't notice us being this way, so I wasn't worried about them catching us.
I froze in my position, just staring into his eyes trying to guess his next move.
He bent further, leaving only three inches of space between our lips. I could hear his heavy breathing. His soft hot breath touched my nose tip and my lips which were now dry because of nervousness. If I lick them, he'd think I want to kiss him. I obviously do, but I can't let him know that.
Seconds passed by which felt like hours with us just staring at each other like that. He looked at my slightly parted lips as if he wanted to devour me...but he didn't make a move. I tried leaning further but stopped myself. Y/N, there's a class going on.
He gazed upon my face intently. He was way too close. I missed this, I won't lie. It didn't look like he knew what he was doing, though. He looked lost... And so did I. Pretty sure he knew how nervous I was. I probably looked like a bloody tomato.

We both got shaken up by a student's voice answering a question asked by the teacher. He suddenly realised what he was doing and flinched with widened eyes and looked away in panic. "You're red." He mumbled loud enough for me to hear, putting his books in his bag.
"The class isn't over yet." I reminded him, despite doing the same thing.
"And by the way, you probably missed your roll call, oopsie." I reminded him and giggled awkwardly, not forgetting what just happened a few seconds ago.
"Fuck." He said almost falling to the ground. How dramatic.
I cupped my face into my palms and put my head down shaking my head trying to get this scene out of my head. It kept playing in my head again and again. The tension was real. I guess that's what happens between two people who used to be together.

The class ended with the both of us just being awkward and not facing each other the rest of the period.
As bell rang, I grabbed my bag to get up and leave. A warm hand grabbed my wrist suddenly making me flinch at the sudden contact.
"You said we would work on our assignment right now." Felix said softly, his voice pleading me to stay. I sat down beside him whipping out my phone and opening the word document.  "Right." I replied.
He searched for poems and I typed down whatever imagery he found. We contributed equally to the assignment. He was never the type to be ignorant towards his education and his studies. That's what I liked about him. He was a passionate and sincere student, something that I didn't think he was when I first met him.
We completed 5 poems in 45 minutes. There were still 15 minutes for the next lecture to start. I grabbed by bag again and got up. "Wanna go to the cafeteria?"
He jumped up and nodded his head aggressively like a little child. I guess he was happy because I kinda forgave him for ditching me the other day. Don't worry, I was also mad at myself for being this soft.
We walked to the cafeteria talking about the next poems just when I heard someone call my name.
"Y/N! Heyyyyaaaaaa!" I looked around to spot the owner of the voice. Chan hopped and stood in front of me waving to me. "Do you want?" He asked handing out a packet of potato chips.
He suddenly fixed his gaze to the man beside me.
"OI FELIX! I finally see you! I heard you joined this college as well. Jiwon told-" Chan got cut off by Felix suddenly hugging him. "AH YESSS HYUNGGG! I missed you." he patted his back and laughed which pretty much sounded fake, but sure.
"Please shut up." I heard Felix softly muttering into Chan's ear. I don't think I was supposed to hear that, but oops.
"Sorry to be a third wheel, but I didn't know you guys knew each other." I meddled between their hug which now just looked weird because they had been like that for about a minute now. They broke the hug and looked at me, smiling.
"Ah yeah, Chan and I went to the same dance studio. I left that one a few months ago though-" Felix suddenly got shut down when Han piped in. "And now he's in the same studio as me. What a coincidence, right?" Han chimed. He looked happy. He gave me a you okay? look to which I scrunched up my nose and smiled lightly signalling I was alright. He nodded and looked away to talk to the other guys.

I heard footsteps approach us. Quite good ears I have...considering I fear the dark so I rely on my hearing senses. "WHY DO YOU GUYS KEEP LEAVING ME ALONE? GIVE ME SOME ATTENTION TOOOOOO!" The shy girl who didn't seem shy anymore ran towards us from the main building and bumped into Felix. It looked intentional, for sure. We all saw her cling onto him like a child. She liked him. Pretty sure the one she wanted attention from was Felix though. 
"ANYWAY, I got us some food from my home. Wanna eat?" She chirped happily without giving us time to say anything.
"Oh, you must be Chan. I've heard a lot of people talk about you. Nice to meet you! I'm Eunha." She bowed and greeted him after she noticed him standing close to Felix.
"Ah don't worry about it. Don't bow hahaha. Hi! Nice to meet you." Chan bowed back despite the fact that he just told her to not do it.

Felix stayed quiet the entire time. I was weird seeing him like this. He was a playful person. He didn't seem too be too chummy with Eunha, which is weird because the one week he ignored me, he was hanging out with her.
"Oh, about the food... We still have lunch break left. We'll eat at that time, maybe? Becauuusseeee WE'RE GETTING LATE." Han ran away at the speed of light to the next lecture room.
It was time. Shit.
"That jerk-" Felix scoffed and ran behind him. Eunha and I joined not to late after waving bye to Chan.
"Byeeeee! See you later!" I said loudly while running.
We paced to the lecture room out of breath.
I feel like I'm forgetting something. Something that someone wanted to tell me. 
Not thinking too much about it and not being sure what exactly it was, another thought suddenly struck my mind.

Who's Jiwon?
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A/N's note:
Hi! I hope everyone's doing well!
I hope there aren't a lot of characters and the story isn't getting too complicated.
Thanks for reading! 💜💜💜