What A Life

DUBAI HERE I COME 😏!!!

I am presently brushing my teeth cause guess what the same nightmare woke me up again , after brushing , I took my bath and wore a sleeveless black dress  with a white cresent in the middle that reached my knee with a black leggings and white sniker and a white mini bag to go with it , my luggage only contained of one big box and the white mini bag but the box is not that big .

I made my way downstairs with my luggage
  " Good morning dad " I greeted him still struggling with my luggage
  " Good morning how was your night" dad replied while keeping the last plate on the dining
  " Fine dad " still struggling with it
" Umm dad aren't you gonna help me with this" I said since he refuse to help me without asking
  " Well okay " he said as he collected the luggage from my hand
" Thank you" I appreciated him for his gentlemanly behavior
" Anytime" he replied totally fake smiling
I sat on the dining chair and served myself dad's fried eggs with bread and a hot tea
  Yummmm dad this is nice" I said still enjoying the deliciousness in my mouth
" Thanks peanut" dad said while leaving the house to drop my luggage in the car and he's gone
I was almost done when mom came in the kitchen still in her night wear
  " Hey honey" She greeted still getting the sleep off her body
  " Good morning mom " I answered while eating the last french fry with grilled ribs on the plate that dad deliciously know how to make
  " How was your night and packing " mom asked while heading to the coffee machine to make some coffee
  " All fine mom am already done , dad just helped me with my luggage so I'll be going right after breakfast " I answered taking sips of my orange juice which dad also made
  " Okay honey don't forget to call us when you get there and also please take care of yourself and be responsible and less childish for everyone's sake , don't forget to lock all the doors and windows at all times and most importantly don't forget to keep in touch okay " she ordered and begged me
  " Okay mom I will " I reassured her knowing fully well that i would forget half of the things she just said but hey who said she has to know that and I'll also keep in mind to put on my alarm so I can remember when I get there and so I can make a good first impression 😁
  " We love you dear " mom said holding back the evident tears in her eyes
  " I love you too mom " I said making my way to hug her
" Take care please" mom said already crying and still not letting go
  " Mom not to reuine the moment but I have to go " I complained wanting to get out of her hug or as I like to call it her forceful grip which lacks air
Just on time dad came in
" The car is ready , let's do peanut " dad said leaning on the door frame. I look exactly like my dad , we both have golden eyes which makes you stand out in a croud but then I wear brown contacts cause I don't want to stand out in a crowd , I want to blend in while dad wears blue cause it's his favorite color then the same dirty dark brown hair that mom loves so much apart from the two were both hairy and petite . The only thing I took  from mom was her curvy body , mom on the other hand is red haired , a little chubby , very curvy , short , brown eyes and a small mouth
" Okay dad " I answered , dad and I are closer to each other while mom was closer to Lisa cause they were the shopping freaks of the house while I and dad were the silent shy quite type 
" Love you and take care of yourself " mom shouted while waving me good bye , dad sat on the driver's seat then I took the passenger and he started the engine , the we took off to the airport
The trip was silent and kinda long so I brought out my headphones and connected it to my phone then played the music the first song that started was Hips don't lie by Shakira after that was Silence by Mashmellow then Champions by I don't know who the artist is while saying Goodbye to the place I call home , a place that so many good and bad memories , a place I met my other crazy half , also a place where I lost her , a place that made me feel whole , also a place that broke me , shattered and left me to hurt and leave with the grief , guilt , hurt , pain and sorrow   I didn't realize when the music stopped or when we reached the airport cause I was lost in my thoughts once again
I kept my earphones on my neck knowing fully well that i would use it once we get on the plane , dad helped me this time without asking to tag my luggage into the plane

* 10 minutes later *

I was ready to go into the plane when I turned and looked at dad in the face while he was avoiding my face
" Dad am gonna miss you " i confessed pulling him for a hug
" Am gonna miss you too peanut , take care okay and never forget I and your mom are always just one call away  , I love you and don't forget to call when you get there" dad said kissing me on my head and letting go

' ATTENTION PLEASE ALL PASSENGERS TO DUBAI PLEASE START BOARDING , THE PLANE IS LEAVING IN TEN MINUTES , THANK YOU '  The speaker from above announced
" That's my queue to leave bye dad " with that I got into the plane , found my sot ( which is by the window ) yay !! I internally celebrated , I sat down took my earphones, grey neck massager and black blanket which I Soo much love
And with only random and unanswered thoughts playing tag in my head which I chose to ignore I positioned my head and after enough thinking of questions like
" Am I really ready to move on and forget everything  , meet new people , new environment , new school , new friends , new face , new life "   was I really ready to forget the pain , hurt , guilt , sorrow , darkness  , secrets lies and insecurity " was I ready to be happy , trustful secure , safe and tell the truth?" I guess we'll just have to find out and I fell asleep before we arrive at my new " being new "