Mattia Imagines °extended°

Pregnant pt. 1

I was laying in bed in my sweatpants and one of Mattia's hoodies, watching Netflix while eating my second bag of popcorn. For three weeks I've been keeping the secret that I'm pregnant from Mattia. The only people that know is my mom and Nia.

I haven't told Mattia because I already know what his reacting is gonna be. Every time before we have sex he ask me the same question. "Did you take your birth control?" And I will answer with a "yes". The last time we had sex I had stopped taking my birth control for that week so I lied and said yes when he asked me.

We still used protection but of course that didn't work. I regret not taking my birth control but at the same time I'm happy to be a mother soon. I just hope Mattia will be happy like me.

The screeching noise of my door made me take my focus from the movie to the door.

"Can I come in?" Asked mom.

"Sure,".

I paused the movie and sat up while mom sat down on the bed next to my feet.

"How are you feeling?".

"Good I guess,".

She took a deep breath, looking away from me for a second then looked back at me.

"I think it's time for you to tell Mattia don't you think?".

I shrugged, beginning to play with my nails.

"Your six weeks pregnant y/n. I know your scared of his reaction but who cares, I'll be here to support you every step of the way,".

I sat in silence thinking about if I should finally tell him today or not. I don't want to continue to hide it because eventually he'll find out when my stomach grows bigger. That would be the worse time to say something.

"Yeah I think your right,".

"Good,".

She rubbed my leg then got up from my bed and walked out. I hesitated before getting out of the bed then walked over to my door to slid on my shoes. I grabbed my keys from off the dresser and headed out the door.

"Good luck honey," said mom.

"Thanks,".
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On my way to Mattia's my stomach began to turn and I felt like I was gonna be sick. The closer I got to his house, the more anxiety I felt and I wanted to turn around.

So many what ifs popped up in my head like, what if Mattia say it's not his? What if Mattia kick me out the second I say I'm pregnant? What if he breaks up with me? It's hard to be calm at a time like this. Specially if you both didn't plan on starting a family yet.

I pulled into the driveway and before I got out I took several deep breaths. I walked up onto the porch and texted Mattia that I was waiting at the door.

"I got this," I whispered.

The door opened and I was face to face with Mattia. He had on a white tank top with black nike shorts. He held his arms out for me to hug him and I did.

"I missed you babe," he said.

"I've missed you too,".

I didn't want to let go of him because It felt like that this will be the last hug we share.

"Awh so you really did missed me I see,".

I felt him plant a soft kiss on my forehead then I looked up at him so we could actually kiss.

I finally pulled myself from him and shut the door.

"You want anything before we go in my room?" He asked.

"No I'm fine,".

Together we walked down the hall then down the stairs into his room in the basement. I've been missing his huge soft bed and quickly got in it.

"You wanna rewatch the movie we watched last time even though we didn't finish it?".

"Yeah but before we do anything we need to talk,".

He quickly turned his head around, looking at me with a frown on his face.

"What's there to talk about?".

I took a deep breath, really not wanting to tell him that I'm pregnant. My stomach turned again and felt myself about to vomit but I forced myself to not do so.

"Y/n...are you gonna say it beca-,".

"I'm pregnant......six weeks,".

Mattia dropped the remote, giving me a more mean look.

"Your what now? Please tell me you didn't just say that?".

"I wished I didn't but I did,".

He sighed, placing one hand on his hip and the other hand on his face.

"You told me you took your birth control when I asked you before we had sex,".

"I know but I didn't take them for the whole week so lied about taking them,".

He quickly looked up at me, shocked at what I said.

"YOU FUCKING LIED!".

When he yelled I jumped.

"I'm sorry-,".

"Y/n You know I'm not fucking ready to be a father. I'm seventeen years old. What the fuck am I gonna do with a child,".

"Raise them,".

"R-raise them haha your funny,".

"I'm not I'm being serious,".

"My plan was to not have any kids before I graduate high school. My plan was to have my first child maybe when I'm thirty AND YOU FUCKED THAT UP FOR ME! YOU DECIDED TO STOP TAKING THEM PILLS AND NOW YOUR PREGNANT!".

"Yes I'm pregnant and I don't regret all of this neither,".

He stood there in silence for moment and already I was done with this conversation.

"Your getting an abortion,".

"What?".

"I'm going to take you to a clinic and your getting an abortion, ".

"No im- why could you say that!".

"I'm not having no child that's mine run around here, not just yet,"

"No I'm having this baby whether you like it or not!".

"No your not!".

"YES THE FUCK I AM. I DON'T CARE IF YOUR NOT READY TO BE A FATHER. I'M READY TO BE A MOTHER AND YOU DON'T NEED TO BE IN THIS CHILDS LIFE BECAUSE I HAVE MY MOTHER!".

"You sound dumb,".

"No you sound fucking dumb you asshole. I fucking hate you and I'm done with you, done with this relationship. You can even be a man for once but instead want to be a little punk of a boy. You might not be happy to become a parent but I am, I don't need you, never did and never will!".

I got up and headed up the stairs, not caring if he had anything else to say. My heart was heavy and I felt myself about to cry. I stormed out if the house and rushed twords my car, struggling to open my car.

"Open you piece of shit!".

The car door slung opened when I pulled it again and quickly got in. The tears that I held back came rolling down and the pain in my heart ached worse. I couldn't believe that Mattia said all of those things but I knew from the jump this wouldn't end well.

I rested my head on the steering wheel and continued to cry until I realized I needed to leave before his parents show. So I started my car, pulled out of the driveway then headed down the road.

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