Mattia Imagines °extended°

Pregnant pt.3

Y/n pov *a week later*

For a week I've been home, laying in bed still recovering from Mattia and I's arugement. Still everything is unbelievable but I just have to accept the fact that my child won't ever see their biological father. Only pictures and videos of him that I still saved on my phone.

All my life I've always promised myself to grown up and start a family with someone who actually wants to start a family with me. I've never had a father to look up to or to spend time with because my father left when I was born. I wanted my future child to never go through what I've been through and now that might happen.

I knew all of this would happen and I wish I could go back in time to the day this all started, to tell Mattia that I hadn't been taking my birth control. Now my child will grown to ask "where is my father?". "Why doesn't he want to see me?", or "Will I ever meet him?".

I used to ask mom those questions all the time and the thought of that just always puts tears in eyes. I know mom will be here for me but she won't be forever and I'll just have to step up now while I have the chance.
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Today I have a doctors appointment to check on the baby and to get ultrasounds if I want. Today is weighing on me because I pictured going with Mattia but instead I'm going with Nia.

The appointment is at three and it's only one-thirty so we are planning to leave around two.

"It's okay y/n I mean I'm sure he'll come around and realized he made a mistake,".

"I dont think so Nia, I mean he was so against having kids when we started having sex and I kinda understood since we are both teenagers," I said while putting on my shirt.

"Nobody is really prepared for anything. You just have to promised yourself you'll get through it no matter how hard it gets,".

Two knocks at the front door, made me jump a little. Nia and I looked at each other, trying to think who could that be.

"Um can you get the door for me, if it's  the neighbor say your just house keeping,".

"Wow okay,".

I grabbed a pair if socks from the top drawer, then walked over to my bed to sit down. Nia came rushing in the room, closing the door.

"What?" I asked.

"It's Mattia,".

"What,".

My heart began to beat fast and nervousness come upon me.

"He said he wants to talk to you,".

"About what?".

"Girl I don't know just go out there and talk to him,".

I put my other sock on, thinking if I should really talk to him. The worse that could happen is him saying something like,  I'll pay anything for the baby. That's what I don't want to happen.

"A little Advice for you, be mean and straightforward, ".

"I'm not being mean. Ima just be straightforward and understanding,".

"Your lame, I mean Mattia disrespected you, he told you to get an abortion,".

"No matter how much a person did you wrong you always have to be the better person,".

"Better person my ass,".

I rolled my eyes and walked out of my room, headed into the living room. Mattia was sitting on the couch looking at the magazine that was on the coffee table until notice me approaching him.