Tw//self harm
I slammed the door shut and punched the wall aggressively as hot tears streamed down my cheeks. Voices echoed through my head as I slumped down the wall.
It was going to happen eventually
Why would she like a bitch like you
Failure
Just go die already
I held my knees close to my chest as I shook my head. Slowly, I stood up and walked to the bathroom, opening the cabinet and grabbing the small camouflaged wooden case. Hands trembling, I took out the silver blade and stared at it, making the decision to do it or not,
I slowly dragged the blade across my pale skin, watching as blood oozed from the wound. Sighing, I pressed the blade further into my skin, creating multiple scars all over my arms and stomach.
The room started spinning as I started to feel lightheaded. I blindly groped for my phone and pressed onto the contact "Mila The Banana", eyes watering as I remembered how she got that nickname.
*****
"Milaaaaaa," I groaned, sneaking a quick glance at my watch, "If you're gonna take any longer, all the candy will be given out." I yelled up at the staircase. It was Halloween and Camila had been up in her room for an hour, putting together her outfit last minute, "I'm almost done, and besides, no house would be idiotic enough to give an 18 year old candy." She yelled back. I leaned against the wall and scrolled through my Instagram, hoping to pass time. Not long after, Camila came down the staircase and I looked up to see Camila dressed as a banana. "Now presenting Mila The Banana." I said in a deep voice, and we both laughed.
*****
I dialed her number as quick as my fingers could, hoping to hear her voice if these were my last moments. She picked up on the first ring and I smiled at the sound of her voice.
Shawn?
Shawn?
Shawn where are you?
Shawn do you need help?
Shawn please answer .
Milaaa
Yeah?
You're a banana you know.
You still remember that?
Shawn?
Shawn I'm coming over, you're at your house right?
Uh huh
Okay don't go anywhere I'm coming.
And the line went dead.
hi.
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Denial <DISCONTINUED>
FanfictionBest friends since the day they met , their parents desperately want them to be in a relationship. Being together with Camila would be his only wish; But Camila seems to think being best friends would be enough. But no matter what comes across them...
