You know what they say,"if you're willing to live a life and continue surviving like a strong individual,learn to fight alone"
I've been trying to convince my self to follow this rule but unfortunately,my heart never agreed if you asked me why i would say that because i do wanna stay alone but then i wanted someone to be there with me for me,in a good way though not like shackles on my heart and definitely not people who have honey in their lips but venom on their heart and since i didnt decide to leave my heart out of this and let my mind do the work,i couldn't blame anyone for everything that happened except my stupid,careless heart,because of my foolishness , i've gotten hurt so much to the point that i already gave up from a long time ago ,i wanted to escape this hideous life of mine.there's no where i could run but its all that i could do ,after all that you could say that my heart decided to "slash-and-burn" in other words, cutting and burning and you can also say destroying everything inside me assuming that this would help me start a new life ,a new me where i am all fierce,strong,and an "independent individual" ,i tried to tutor myself on how to step harshly on my heart so it wont get stepped on by other people,dont trust anyone but yourself and never expect anything from anyone so you wont get dissapointed at the end,and darling money doesn't buy everything that is precious,for my heart was and the only payment was by love and care.
It all started with a song rehearsal with the rising duet,jack and jack,who knew all of that would happened from a single practice,alot of stuff lead to the other,even though during that moment i have suffered the worst kind of pain from the moment i had the chance to exprience touring with them,those we're the best days of my life.
" I'm not done yet, pass me the bottle
It's two AM, let's hit the throttle
Drink in my cup, hands going up
Let's hit the dance floor and get
Wild like wild life
Wild like wild life
Wild like wild life"
"5,6,7,8"
"turn around"
"now twist "
"rolldown"
"AND THATS A WRAP"
"great job boys,good luck on your concert tonight"
ru said as she just finished the choreographing practice with jack and jack song "wildlife".
"thanks" they both replied tirelessly from the one hour rehearsal they just had ,once ru's phone started playing her favorite song she knew it was time to leave already and for the boys to have a shower since they smell like they slept in a forest for two weeks
"well,i have to go now see you later guys " she said and hugged both of them and left you left.
once she arrived to her house porch,she locked her car and went inside and saw her parents dressing elegantly along with her brother.
"hell honey,go get dressed we are going out for dinner" her mom said while fixing her hair at the mirror . ru just nodded her head and headed upstairs to change upstairs to your room to change and applied a simple makeup on her face,once she was done she grabbed her purse and jogged downstairs to join her family on their dinner night.
