My slight obsession with pineapples

Day 30 - ?? The end??

I have missed so many days of writing it isn't even funny. I'm meant it be up to Sunday but I'm writing this on Wednesday. So lately I've been doing a lot of back to school stuff. I slept over at teenwriter76 's house and did a whole lot of back to school DIYS. We made a video and it'll be on YouTube hopefully.

So the big surprise I think I mentioned in one of the other chapters is... A NEW IPAD AIR 2!!! So yes I'm really happy that I've got it and everything but I feel really bad for getting it because other people may not be able to afford one. It's just I don't like being up above people. It just makes me feel upset because everything is not fair and other people don't have these type of things. Ugh oh well.

I don't know how long this chapter will be. Hopefully it will be fairly long but whether or not that happens is another question.

So as you can probably tell I'm writing this on my iPad so everything seems longer than it is (because the pages are smaller on iPhones than on iPads).

I also got a whole heap of new markers. I got a 24 pack of '80's glam' sharpies. I got a 30 pack of triplus colourful fine liners. I also got a 5 pack of uni-pen black fine liner drawing set. It's funny because when we went stationery shopping, mum only gets the stuff we need for school but she lets me get what I 'need'. It's because my dad pays for half of my stationery and mum gets everything else so if I tell her I need it for school, she'll get it. Hah. She hasn't figured that out yet but then again I use basically everything from home at school 😂.

I have also been drawing a lot lately as well. Since I have gotten all these new pens, I've been working on a big zentangle piece. I would put it as the cover photo but it isn't finished.

I'm not really sure how long this chapter is exactly but whatever. I think I have decided to stop writing once I get 400 reads. I know that's selfish but oh well.

I feel like I'm such a negative person. Oh well. I also feel like I'm also very bitchy most of the time. Hah oh well.

This year I don't know if I want a boyfriend. Like I really want to do well at school with my grades and organisation but I also want someone to love and call them mine. So I've decided to be single unless I actually really like the person and I've thought about it. Ugh #thestruggleisreal.

I'm also starting to feel like this whole thing is a flop. So I think I'll stop publishing my work and just keep a diary for myself. That should be good and I can write everything without getting criticised. Ugh I'm sorry but I'm just going to leave now. Sorry if I've put any of you in a bad mood. I love you all more than I love myself. Be happy with yourself and love yourself. Good bye xxxxx