SX CP- Mysteries Uncovered

SX CP- 1t's About T1M3

WARNING!!! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SPOILER ALERTS FOR FUTURE SX CP VIDEOS!!!

Video Published on Nov 1, 2019
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I'll copy down the words in this video below and give my input on what this means.

"Hello, I'm Clox, or as most of you like to call me, Clockwork.
It's currently 6:24 PM 07/31/2019.
You could say I'm here to share my experiences with you all, my audience.
I will say, anything and everything I may upload, you might think differently then I do but that's what having your own opinion is about, correct?
My leader is
The Black Wolf, he has shown me the ways around the ropes,
and has continued to guide me down the right path of our families research. Our family of course, only growing more, especially with the new recruits that have joined.
I must say I was skeptical at first
When I joined the family, but by the
Things I have experienced
I was only more convinced at what I was involved in.
The countless sleepless nights, the ongoing of energy being there, the next it's not, even the random urges, and outbursts.
All came clear to me in month's Time.
I had left for 4 months being scared, and
Frightened by the truth, abandoning the family
Disrespecting my leader, and making him
Second guess everything he had worked for.
But I came back and there is no escaping this now, I'm not leaving again, I never will. Family is family, and family sticks together.
Now that I am back, it all seems to be making sense, though never knew the universe would be so affected by it.
But with this all happening, I assure you lots will be posted, yet only a quarter of what goes onto this channel, will be allowed to be seen. The rest is with in the family.
I hope you all will appreciate the information,
The life through our eyes, and the things we go through with these videos.
Now I know this video is not much, just think of it as a. . . Minor introduction.
Hope you all had enjoyed the peaceful ticking sound, nearly had me fall asleep.
Hope you all have a good day/night. See you later lovelies.
Clox- out."

It is clear that this video is Clox's personal introduction on the channel which is followed by several other CP intro videos.

I had left for 4 months being scared, and
Frightened by the truth, abandoning the family disrespecting my leader, and making him second guess everything he had worked for. But I came back and there is no escaping this now, I'm not leaving again, I never will. Family is family, and family sticks together.
Some of you may know the history between Clox and the other CP's rivalry while some of you may not. So for the sake of those who are a bit confused, I'll clarify the situation. In this excerpt, Clox is clearly talking about her first betrayal against the rest of the CP's. She says her reasoning for abandoning her family was due to her fear of the truth which I am safely assuming means her fear of the truth about The Slenderman and other related things. I'm sure this would be difficult for anyone to accept if they suddenly learned they were directly involved with something so frighteningly unknown. For those of you who don't know, Clox was originally appointed as second in command of the pasta (CP) family. She was trusted with ensuring things went smoothly and without trouble while Wolf was busy or away. She was also entrusted with the large role of advising Wolf regarding family-related decisions. It has also been reported that she had stated before that she jokingly (or perhaps even seriously) called herself "the family therapist". However, Clockwork became overwhelmed with the onset realization of her importance and in late February of 2019, she suddenly left the family during the night without warning or goodbyes. To attempt to cover her trail and avoid further contact with the others, she then faked her death (to which the CP's quickly found her to be alive and well). Feeling betrayed and hurt, the rest of the CP family grew spiteful of Clox and declared her an enemy. Her place as an enemy to the family only became solidified as she was later believed to be working for or with The Anti (this will be explained further in an upcoming chapter). However, before information came to light which led the family to believe she had concerning involvement with The Anti, Clox returned in late July of 2019. She asked Wolf and the rest of the CP's for forgiveness for her abandonment and deeply apologized, explaining her reasoning behind her rash actions. After much convincing, her apology was accepted and she was welcomed back into the family. Whether or not this was a poor decision is up for you to decide with your own opinions. I'm my own opinion, I think Clockwork's apology was accepted too quickly and she was trusted too easily after abandoning her family. Perhaps the desire to have the CP family whole and together again led them to act impulsively on allowing her to return so easily. However, that is just my own opinion on the matter. With her statement in this excerpt (from her introductory video) it seems she has come to terms with her reservations about her importance and responsibilities. However, as we will discuss in a future chapter, this was not seemingly actually the case. In the video she promises to never abandon the CP family again. A promise I'm sure many viewers, fans and even the CP's wish she would have kept... Clockwork ends this section of the video with the words "family is family, and family sticks together" but as we'll soon learn and discuss, the pasta (CP) family is cursed with the heartbreaking struggles of loss, betrayal and separation.
On a final note, I can't help but feel a bit emotional over this topic. The story of the CP's as told by them and their SX CP channel is a truly riveting experience that both horrifies and inspires through tragedy, hardships, suspense and shock. I only wish things could have been better for all of them... but perhaps I'm overstepping my grounds as a journalist. Perhaps I'm putting too much of my emotion into this chapter.
That's all for now, stay tuned for more breakdowns of the SX CP videos based on my research and interpretations.

IMPORTANT NOTE: I am in no way looking for or trying to ignite controversy or drama by posting this chapter (as I'm aware it is a very sensitive topic). I am simply doing my due diligence as an independent journalist and researcher to cover all bases. I thought about skipping this video originally but decided against it. Any comments that I deem as too inappropriate or hostile will be deleted as this chapter is NOT intended to cause any form of arguments. This was my interpretations of the meaning of this video based on my research and knowledge of the CP's. Take what you will from it but please come and go with an open mind.