LOVE, HEAVEN SENT.

CHAPTER 18

"OK, THAT'S IT! THANK YOU FOR LETTING US TO BE YOUR CLOTHING BRAND." They said after the shoot

"No problem, thank you too for choosing me."

"No need to thank them, you're rare. They should be the one who's thankful" Kuya whispered to me then laughed

"Ang yabang mo." i whispered back

The day today, is so so so tiring.

"Sav, kase pano nagka kulay ya'ng buhok mo apaka sama ng ugali mo noh."

She repeatedly asks me that question

But i refuse to answer. I'm still mad at her, for what she did.

I don't want to lie but, pikunin akong tao. Kapag nainis ako, gusto ko na agad suntuking yung tao.

Inhale.... Exhale....

I stood up

And ran to my room

And dun ko pinasusuntok yung mga unan

You're my sister... But you're different from my brother

I sighed. Again and again

Sighing is my way to stop myself. From crying, from hurting someone,. To stop myself from doing anything

I looked at myself in the mirror

Tumalikod ako para tignan yung buhok ko. Angganda!

Kinaumagahan, pagkagising ko kusang gumapang ang kamay ko papunta sa cellphone ko at tinanggal sa charge yon.

Automatic na naka connect sa wifi ang cellphone ko.

I opened my fb

And scroll..

"#mamatay_na_lahat_ng_puro_challenge_sa_epbi_challenge"

Even though my reaction is blank, i reacted 'haha' sa sharedpost ni epbi prens

"Lah, nagaaway na yung mga asawa ko." Kita ko sa posts na may picture ng BTS'.

'Nga pala, nagising din ako dahil sa ingay. May nag aayos ata ng bahay sa tabi namin

My heart beats fast as i saw who emailed me. I thought i finished it. But that's what i thought.

Then suddenly, someone entered my room at hinihingal pa

I looked at him, and gave him 'i can't' look

He walk closer to me

"I'm scared. I-I don't want it to do anymore..." i said.

"Me too. Bu-But, we have to." Kuya answered back

"The planes are ready---" before he finish his word i cut him off

"C-Can you kill me now??" i said with full of confidence

"Wh-What?! Are you out of your mind!?"

"Yes! I'm out of my mind. Simula palang na gawin natin lahat yon, sira'ng sira na'ko!"

"But this is our life. We were born to do this."

"I can't stand it anymore...." i said, my tears are falling down to my chicks.

"You have to. You need to be strong. 'cause we are.... The family of.... Killers."

I felt my heart beat stopped

"I c-can't kill anymore." i cried

"If you want to live, then kill." That's the last word i heard from him