Forever 2: "The Falldown" (Hariana / Diall)

20: The Affection

I know I'm desperate, but I don't care, my heart wants what and who it wants.

L O U I S

I woke up this morning and I'm very sad. Because Eleanor, in just few days, she will leave this island. But I promise myself and her that I'll still love and pursue her. That's right, I do love Eleanor and my feelings for Ariana suddenly decreased which is a good thing. That I only felt for Ariana is a friend, which is mutual.

Me and Eleanor really fond. We have this differences that make us more unique but in that differences, we are like sharing some things that was same. The feelings for each other. Love.

I get up in my bed and did my things. I went out of my room and saw Liam and Zayn just sitting on the couch and not talking. Maybe chilling or whatever.

"Hey, you two are too quiet." I said as I sat in the other couch.

"I'm just thinking about this vacation. That this vacation is full of drama." Zayn said and sighed.

"Now, who's starting the drama, early in the morning?" Liam said and chuckled.

"Cut it off, Li." Zayn said and rolled his eyes.

"Actually, Zayn is right. Full of fights and again, someone just fought." I said.

"When will this stop, so we can have some fun in this vacation?" Liam said as we shrugged our shoulders.

"We don't know, maybe we can eliminate the causes." I said and smirked. If I could just throw them away from this island, I will.

Speaking of the causes...

T A Y L O R

I'm still not yet sleeping, since yesterday. My eyes is very irritated and always crying. I remembered what Demi said to me. She's right, I love Harry. I do, I still, I'll always.

I do still have feelings for Harry, always there. I really love him so much and I actually didn't move on. I'm wishing him back to me. But, I can't, he has a girlfriend, my friend, Ariana.

Now, I'm getting confused. Should I say it to him? Or just forget it? How? I can't even think about the ways to settle all of this. This is too much. By the way, I told it to Selena and she was happy for me. I don't know what should I feel about.

"Hey, if you really want Harry, get him." Selena said.

"I don't know, and I shouldn't, he has a girlfriend." I said.

"How about me, I do love Niall, and I'm trying to get him from my ex best friend?" Selena said.

"I'm not like you." I said.

"Nope. Don't say that because sooner or later, you'll find out that we just the same." Selena teased, and she just annoyed me right now.

"Just go back to your room, I need a fresh air." I snapped and Selena left, giving me her teasing laugh

I wore sunglasses, so they can't see my swollen eyes as I went out. Why is he doing this to me? I still love you and I don't want to be a desperate woman. Why I can't move on from you?

S E L E N A

I'm in my room, right now and I'm still mad about the embarrassment happened to me. Demi is a total shit. Now, she's giving me more purpose and motivation on how I can get Niall.

I really love him and I will do anything, just to get him. I will kill anyone for him. I know I'm desperate, but I don't care, my heart wants what and who it wants.