Forever 2: "The Falldown" (Hariana / Diall)

38: The Romance

No matter how you had fights over and over, even if it's worse, all of it are worth it once you two ended up in each others arms again.

A R I A N A

I opened my eyes, knowingly I'm in bed. Wait, bed? I didn't sleep here last night nor this dawn. Because I slept in the couch in the living room.

After some seconds, I felt a tight hug. I tried to turned my back, but I can't because I slept side ward and there's a tight hug. I see those arm wrapped in my waist. And there are many tattoos, so no other than Harry.

"Harry?" I said, trying to wake him up, being scrappy a bit and he just groaned.

"Can I... Uhm... You know, I just want to see you, because I'm too tired always looking at the window." I said and he quickly turned my back and facing him.

Seeing his green eyes again, makes me giggles, those green eyes that makes me melt, that makes me feel okay. The eyes that shows love.

"Happy, about what you see?" He asked as his eyes were still closed a bit with those rough voice.

"Yeah, I'm sorry again." I said and he kissed my forehead.

"It's fine, your sorry this dawn is already enough. I'm sorry too for shouting at you." He said and he heard me?

"It's alright. Wait, you heard me?" I asked and he nodded.

"We should sleep again, it's just six in the morning." He said and I put my head in his chest, while hugging him.

This is always what I want, ending up in each others arms or ending up in a kiss. The time I closed my eyes, I'm drifting off to sleep and remembering what happened this dawn.

After we ate our dinner, Ely and Louis are still arguing. But when they went inside their room, after minutes, silence is what are we hearing in their room. They're okay now.

All of us sat in the living room and all of them are having fun, while me and Harry aren't still okay. When we met our eyes, I just bowed my head in sadness. Until, they get sleepy, and went in their rooms. I also went in our room and lay in our bed. Until, Harry entered and grabbed his pillows.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"I'll just sleep outside, so we can clear out some things tomorrow." He said, clearly with no emotion plastered in his face.

"Harry, I'm really so - - " I was cut off by him, and I let my tears to fall down.

"Let's just talk about this tomorrow. You should sleep now, you need a rest." He said and left the room.

I just sleep while crying. I'm super wrong about what I did, I'm ashamed of myself after what he all did to me.

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I was jolted out of sleep and I checked the clock, it's three in the morning. I went out of the room to check Harry, he didn't turned off the lights, because he's scared, mostly when alone and he's sleeping in the couch.

I felt more guilt in myself. I went in front of him and sat in the floor. Seeing his face, makes me cry once again. I just caresses his cheeks while saying every word I want to say.

"Harry, you're sleeping and I know you still hear me. I just want to say sorry. I didn't mean to said all of that. You know I love you and I trust you, I just got worried, because of Taylor. But, now I finally realized that there's no point in having a fight with you because of her. I do trust you, I almost gave my all to you and I'm not doubting that you became my boyfriend. I'm happy and proud to have you in my life. I love you, Harry." I said and hugged him, leaving a peck in his lips.