There they are again, every where I look. Flashing through my mind with no where to run and I know I can't hide. How do you get away from something thats in you own head? How can you crave something but push away at the same time? Feeling lost and confused.....but knowing exactly what I want. The feeling is unbearable, lying awake at night as imagines flow through my thoughts. I see it...right there! The fantasies will never leave, just like the joy they bring. Thinking something is wrong with me for having these thoughts and feelings, but I know they are here to stay. Is this truly who i am or is this the making of who I will become. Breath by breath,I try to slow my heart rate as it begins to spiral out of control. The darkness....the darkness its here, this is what I'm afraid of. As it floods my mind I close my eyes and give it. I will know longer be afriad of what I have chosen to create. I'm choosing to stay this way. The lust and happiness is what I crave and the darkness is surely here to stay.
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Dark Twisted Fantasies
RomantikNot really sure how to describe these, started writing them when I was pretty young. I've just been adding chapter or sequels if that's what you'd call it. Feel free to leave comments if you'd like. I love feed back, so let me know what I could do b...
