Dark Twisted Fantasies

Dark Twisted Goddess

There you are my beautiful mystery, you came back to me even more beautiful this time. I can't believe how much I was wishing you'd come back. The sight of you ....its...it was incredible the first time, but this time,I got to really see you. The sight I've been longing for and now ...your voice, that oh so mesmerizing tone. Echoing in my head as you called my name...i just want to reach out and touch you. Feel your warm touch .....ugh.... just one more time. I honestly just can't get enough. What do I do? All I want.... is to feel you, hear your voice again. Please for all the darkness that resides in my mind. Say my name again, I love the way you speak to me, the way you call to me. You are the light inside the darkness that makes me so afraid. I have more strength since you've come. I can't bare to lose it now...just, just stay! Dont fear the twisted side, I'll keep you safe my beautiful goddess. Those gorgeous piercing blue eyes and your long flowing brown hair, your my beautiful creation. My mind has never thought of something so...unique, Ive never been so hook on a fantasy like this before......but I know I want more. More of you, more dreams with you, more of the lust that engulfs my mind and body. Awakening from my slumber completely and udderly stumped on how you even came to life. How my mind could bring you to me in the mix of all the twisted darkness that controls who I am. I had asked myself a long time ago, if I could ever have any little bit of happiness, now there is you. I don't have the words in my vocabulary to begin to describe how ...just how infatuated I am with you. Well the thought of you anyways ...but that doesn't matter I want you...no no..."I need you ". I can't believe I yelled that out loud....its not like anyones ever here to listen to my cries anyway. Pssh who am I kidding, im just going to lay down. As I close my eyes to go to sleep, my mind slipes into a wonderland and I find myself alone. Alone at sea on and indigo night, I turn to my right and I see her. "Oh ....oh my sweet Goddess." "you're so close and I can't resist the urge to reach out and touch you." I move my hand slowly towards you as my heart is racing. Finally what I've been desiring to do, just to feel your glistening skin. You vanish into thin air and all that remains is an echo of your voice. " Don't resist me." ...."I'm coming for you." There's no where to hide." As I scream out "come back to me....please!" I hear a faint whisper that sounds as if it's right next to me. "Your mind is mine." I turn quick hoping that she is there.....but...I find my glance being guided to the ocean waters. What was once calm and beautiful is now massive swells of wave crashing into my boat, rocking and swaying it back and forth. I scream" oh no!" As one finally flips the boat. I jump awake gasping for air, wondering what just happened. Once again I find myself full of question...lost in thought. What did she mean? Where did she go? Unsure if that was a nightmare or just a mysterious dream. The darkness was taking control of my dream, right as I was fingertips away. Or is she my darkness just appearing in a beautiful form,to fool my mind? I must get to the bottom of this, I will know who you are and what you are.... my dark twisted goddess.