But he loves me right?- Drarry story

Chapter 2- muggle games

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Draco's POV

As Harry left the compartment everyone started flirting and kissing, God it was gross to see my two lifelong best friends drooling over some random kids, bleh feelings.

They weren't even bothered by Harry leaving with Diggory, making me question if I am being overprotective of that lovable cute tiny little Gryffindor. I mentally slapped myself before I went on, if felt like I was somehow dojgn something wrong describing someone else's boyfriend in such manner. Despite the fact what we ne and Harry had was purely platonic.

Maybe I need to stop fantasizing over the boy who lived and get myself a boyfriend-

um Nah that sounds like a lot of effort coming from one lazy ass blonde boy who is already exhausted from getting up before 1 pm.

My mind flicked back to Harry alone in the compartment with dignity and I felt the sudden urge to go see him.

"Guys, I am going to check on Harry and get away from your raging hormones okay?"

Blaise and Griffin started to make out so I guess that was my cue to leave "Jesus, I'm going to go and read the bible," I grimaced as I watch Blaise's hand moved to pull Griffin closer.

"now that's just bullying," i scoffed making a move ut of the compartment.

"How do you know what a bible is," Hermione asked, her lipstick slightly smudged,

"I might be a pureblood but I can still know about muggle things Granger." I sighed making my exit as she resumed her... business, and I obviously gagged.

"Hey guys, good to see two people that aren't making out," I say as I walked into the compartment containing Harry and Cedric, my statement-making Harry blush profusely, Cedric glared at me as I sat next to Harry but moved to the other side of the seat when he looked like he would strangle me.

"So you two are doing what exactly?" I asked looking down at the muggle game Harry was holding,

"It's called UNO a muggle game if I explain the rules, do you want to play with us?" he asked and I nodded, Cedric looked like he was past killing me and it was quite unnerving but I gave him a sarcastic, fake smile all the same.

"I think I understand." I smiled whilst taking the pack of cards, Harry was offering.

"So Malfoy how are your parents?' Cedric smirked, we don't talk about my parents. It was a difficult subject for me, I barely talked to them anymore since my father got sent to Azkaban . I didn't want to talk to him because it would just end up with us arguing and mother defending him.

He couldn't be physical but words hurt more sometimes. Him insulting my sexuality, threatening to kill me, even though it's just the craziness speaking, it scares me all the same. I constantly get nightmares of the war and some of the home neglect, forcing me to become a death eater and worst of all coming out to them,

"Draco... Cedric asked you something," Harry whispered, causing me to jump out of my trance.

"Yeah, they are just... Great." I grimaced. I knew Diggory would know about me being forced to be a death eater, Harry will have told him- but that was a low move coming from a Hufflepuff.

"Well that's nice," Diggory responded. I couldn't say any witty comeback because Harry was right there. I didn't need to upset him after years (and I mean YEARS) of pining for him to be my friend at the least.

"What about you then Harry?' I said, refocusing my attention to him. "How was summer with Sirius, Remus and your godson?".

"It was great we went to Japan for two weeks, I've always wanted to go there and it gave so much inspiration for my art style, digital and original." He smiled, going off on a tangent about all the places that he visited.

I love listening to the mindless chatter of Harry, there was something about him talking that wasn't annoying, and I cling to every word he said. Diggory switched off though; pretty dick move to ignore your own boyfriend whilst he speaks to you.

"So yeah, the art was beautiful." Harry finished giving me my first idea to make friend dates with him, "We should have another art day together. Try each other's styles though this time. I go for the more realistic approach as you know, so it would be fun to do the cartoon stuff that you sketch."

I said getting the most satisfactory death glare from Diggory, clearly confused on what I meant by 'again'. Harry looked as though he was in agreement though, then nodded happily, as he did so Cedric breathed heavily clearly annoyed. 'Do you want to go have a little walk in the corridor, Harry?' he nodded and looked at me. 'I'll come too I beamed,' but Cedric was mad, "that won't be necessary. I just wanted to talk to Harry for a bit.' I smiled for Harry's sake and nodded while running a hand through my hair.

I wonder how it would feel if Harry did that to my- for hell's sake Draco he has a boyfriend and seems rather happy with the bitch. God I have a bad feeling about Cedric, might be just the fact that he is with my crush but he seems... Off. maybe it's his crooked ass nose. that was it.

I brushed the feeling away, it was probably just jealousy. Not that kind- but I guess that was just my protective instinct I have over my friends, I knew I had to get over it anyway- I mean we are technically adults at this point in time. Yet going out into the real world after Hogwarts seemed scary. Especially as the first glimpse of it for many was death and destruction.

The reality was thrown at us way too quickly and I hated that, having to live every minute scared it was your last.

I made my way back to the carriage where the others were, Blaise and Griffin were still kissing.

"Do you guys ever stop?" Blaise flipped me off still connected to Griffin and I scoffed rolling my eyes.

I was alone- painfully and utterly alone.