But he loves me right?- Drarry story

Chapter 6- Some bumps in the road.

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Harry's POV

When I finally stopped myself from crying, I decided to think. Rationally. Remus said that was best when sad, angry, frustrated or stressed. Right now I was feeling like shit.

Why was he being like this? I  ask myself before coming to the conclusion that he must be stressed about school starting again. the war was hard on everyone, I think everyone's emotions got messed up one way or another, even McGonagall; and she is the strongest woman I know.

"Harry?" Cedric asked, walking over to my bed."Listen I'm so sor-"

"It was my fault. You'll be stressed about stuff too." I said matter of factly.

"Yeah, well I was wondering if you wanna sleep in my bed for once?" Cedric asked, changing the subject for some reason. I'd never slept in his bed before but we've been dating for two months so I agreed happily.

"Ced, I do something before bed, like read or sketch, is that ok?" I asked sheepishly.

"I guess so." He shrugged and I went to grab my quidditch book.

I read for about twenty minutes before turning the light out and laying myself on Cedric's chest and falling into blissful unconsciousness.

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I felt myself falling further and further into an abyss of darkness unable to stop until I felt a cold surface hit my back. I tried to move my arms but I couldn't. I tried to move my legs but they were paralysed as well. I started to panic and I felt life get sucked out of me when I heard a voice that was unidentifiable.

"You could have stopped this from happening harry but you didn't, you weren't good enough, who's going to save you now?" the voice making my breathing halt slowly. "The universe gave you a chance Harry but you screw it up like always, I can't imagine how your parents are feeling right now...

Out of nowhere to pale figures appeared disappointment and anger present in there faces

"Is this what we saved your life for harry? We had so much faith in you, but no you managed to kill all your friends and family maybe we should have left you to die,"

"I didn't mean to," I stuttered

"Sometimes Harry, sorry isn't enough," the voice sneered, hatred smeared in every word said. A figure appeared holding a body. I could tell the person was alive but they looked like they had spent their whole life in Azkaban.

The figure gripped the body harder and I let out a choked sob as I recognised who it was as I made out a mop of platinum blonde hair. "No please,"

I managed to choke out.

"You can't save everyone one Harry, you failed to save everyone," he said, tightening his grip on Draco's neck, blood starting to seep out, making me let out a louder sob. "Leave him! let me die please not him, it's not fair he's done nothing wrong,'

"Who told you life was fair harry?"

Draco's eyes rolled back and he fell to the floor in his own blood he was...

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I wake up in a cold sweat, Cedric asleep soundly next to me. He was breathing even and he was facing me. I walk to the bathroom and turn the tap on, I splash my face with icy water. Why did I have a nightmare? I did what my therapist told me to, 'do a relaxing thing before bed like reading or drawing.' Why couldn't I do anything right?