I made it home and sat the food on my island .. now I just gotta figure out who should eat with me cause as much as I love seafood .. tonight don't feel like the night to eat two whole bags. I look back at me and roddys messages and he still hasn't replied . I rolled my eyes and texted my bestie of all time ; saweetie and told her to come over and she said she was on her way .
I got a dm , I'm guessing from the man that worked at the food place. It was the picture of us and I posted it on my insta story with ' I love meeting y'all ! 💙 ' . I also texted him back " thank you luv !🙌🏽💙 " . I went to my camera roll and found the picture of me and Taurus during the video shoot and posted it .
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I hear the doorbell ring three times, meaning saweetie was at the door . I ran to the door and opens it " wassup wassup bitchh !" I say and we hug each other . I locked the door and we both went to the kitchen . " bestie I missed you ! What's been goin on " . She set her jacket down and sat at the island .
" working has been going on and this whole thing with Roddy and the internet.. it's crazy ! " . She nodded her head as I passed her the bag of food. "Girl the media gone say whatever just to get some money and attention. You know what's going on behind closed doors tho , okayy ! " s He snapped her fingers as we both laugh .
" I know that's right !" We both day and started eating . I can't even lie , everytime I eat seafood it just gets better and better !
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It's been two hours and Saweetie had just left but she helped me clean up the kitchen and food which I appreciated because I know I was to lazy to clean it by myself. I had some low music playing while I poured me some white whine and sat down at the island .
Bored was definitely something I was feeling right now , I sighed and rubbed my hands on my head . I'm not used to th- I was interrupted by the doorbell ringing. I look at the cameras on my counter that shows the front of the house and see it was the one and only Roddy .. mf ricch .
I didn't feel like getting up so I just texted him to come in since he has a key . I hear him walking in as I'm drinking more wine from my glass . He set his keys down on the counter " what's that smell ?" He sniffed around but I smelt straight weed and heavy cologne on him which made my face scrunch up .
" seafood . " I set my glass down . " the food that I was buying for us but you just ..left me on read " . He nodded his head slowly , I already knew what he was gonna say . " My fault cuz , I had to go do somethi-" I cut him off by standing up " you had to go do something .. yea I figured ." I walked past him and poured more wine .. it's just my second class tho calm down .
" why you say it like that ?" He crossed his arms while I walked past him but I kept smelling weed and heavy cologne. " why do you smell like that ? " I turned around to face him with a mug on my face . He chuckled nervously " fuck I smell like ..?" . He smelled his black jean jacket hesitantly which made me even more confused and curious.
" where were you ?" I tilted my head a little. " why cuz ? You think I'm cheating on you or something ?" . I put my hands on my hips . " I didn't say that ! But you smell like heavy ass drugs and cologne like you're tryna cover something up !" . I shouted a little and he licked his lips .
" I just had to go do something, I told you I'm sorry! " he raised his voice and I just rolled my eyes " no you said my fault " . I grabbed my phone off the counter and went where his last location was since we share each other's locations, I didn't think he was cheating on me at all but I knew it was something... and I was right .
" what were you doing in Compton ?" I scratched my forehead with my long blue nails . He didn't answer me , instead he just threw his hand down and walked in to the living room and that when I figured it out ..
I followed him to the living room " you were out there selling drugs weren't you ?" . He scoffed and chuckled . " hellloo !? I'm talking to yo-" he cut me off . " yea cuz I was out there selling ! " he yelled and stood up . "Rodrick why the fuck would you go back to that shit !? . " . " because that's what I came from Chanel , that's me ! Fuck is you making it a big deal for !?" . At this point I'm surprised people outside didn't hear us . " I'm making it a big deal because you have a future ! For god sakes your a rapper and you have a career now ! " . I turned around and went back into the kitchen and he followed me . " aside from that shit , that's who I am and you know that ! Don't act like you ain't do nothing wrong either ! All them niggas in yo comments and shit !" .
I rolled my eyes " they were just showing love ! Your the one i sleep with right !? Your the one that I spend hours with right !? Your the one that I love right !? So that doesn't what they comment! " . He couldn't even make eye contact with me " Aw so it's just all about me right ? You find every way to get mad at me cuz !" . I snapped my neck to look back at him . " I'm mad because you can get killed doing this shit ! Your not just anybody no more rodrick ! You have a name and money and one wrong person that your selling to can mess up everything! And I'm not ready to burry my boyfriend and bestfriend .. that's why I'm mad ." I wiped a tear from under my eye and grabbed my phone and ran upstairs to my room .
I swear I fear roddys death more than my own , I really can't lose him ...
